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_ltlr Fdslaid

_lajdrnda Yucda Zlpdaedam Udbda

Ynidf did hrdam ydam gladr-gladr blbplrjdydn

slsudtu fljudkn ind blamltdcun klgnc iuku gdcwd

cdk ntu idpdt inplrjdydn

Zdath Dmustnaus

Gdaydf plamdbdt tlatdam flcniupda glrdmdbd ilwdsd nan slpdfdt gdcwd dmdbd tlkdc

tlrsnamfnr idrn iuand bhilra . Ylrsnamfnrayd dmdbd ntu inrubusfda sljdrd irdbdtnsslgdmdn Yucda tlkdc bdtn .. Dtdu ilamda uamfdpda ydam klgnc kuadf slgdmdn trlai iuand

dtdu trlai ydam tdf tlrlkdffda . Ychbds Dktnlzlr slhrdam tlhkhm rdinfdk blamdtdfda

ilamda uamfdpda ydam fhavlasnhadk ida kumds gdcwd fntd cdrus blaydidrn gdcwd

flbdtnda Dkkdc blrupdfda fledinda cnsthrns , gdcwd Dkkdc tlkdc wddt in iuand , idkdbsledrdc ida flglrdidda fntd .

!lrbda "dca ida Datchay #nlalr idrn !uisha $astntutl, tlkdc blamdidfda plalkntndaydam bladfeugfda tlatdam plrnstnwd-plrnstnwd pdid gdgdfda fltnmd dfcnr fl-%& , ida

cdayd blamdidfda slinfnt jdtdtda tlatdam plrbdsdkdcda dmdbd . 'da ilamda dsubsngdcwd flguidydda pdid dgdi fl-%& dfda glrkdaeut fl phkd slasdtl ( rdsd-plrdsdda )ydam tlrus glrflbgdam . $stnkdcslasdtlglrdsdk idrn shsnhkhm !drvdri dkbdrcub *ntrnb

Zhrhfna , ida inilnansnfda hklc "dca ida #nlalr slgdmdn lbpnrns, iuandwn, slfukdr,

cubdanstnf, prdmbdtns, utnkntdrnda, fhatrdftudk, lpnfurnda,clihanstns ida kdna slgdmdn

Ylrsnamfnrayd dmdbd blanbgukfda glrgdmdn mlehkdf (bhhis) ilamda flbdrdcda

fladgnda , flslincda ydam blaidkdb , rdsd bladam ydam blklmdfda dtdu slgdmdn cdk

gndsd, slgdmdn dftd ydam glrfdidr lbhsn rnamda . Yltdpn pdrd euru gnjdrd dmdbd ydam did( trdinsnhadk-rlknmnha ) tlkdc blamdidfda +plrkdwdada + sledf zdbda pdrd ilwd-ilwn +,

pdrd natlkltudk prhmrlsn ydam blaydbgut cdamdt +cnkdamayd + plamdruc dmdbd, pdrd

dadkns +buran + ydam cdayd blajdtdt cdk ydam ubub tlredin . lbdam sntudsn fntdilwdsd nan blrupdfda zdbda in bdad flsdidrda tlatdam flnkdcnda pdknam tnidf idkdb

glatuf fkdsnfayd tlrilsdf fl kdtdr glkdfdam flsdidrda ida flprncdtnada bdausnd .

( Glrmlr , / ? % )

dausnd bhilra tnidf plradc glrpnfnr gdcwd nd slsuammucayd didkdc gdmnda idrn dkdb

Zlgdknfayd , nd blamdammdp inrnayd slgdmdn latntds ydam tlrpnsdc idrn dkdb $d puayd

dfdk, ydfan slgudc flbdbpuda ydam kudr gndsd , ydam inbnknfn hklc bdfckuf kdna bdad

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pua eumd in dkdb nan . 'lamda dfdk nan bdausnd blbglrn guftn gdcwd nd gnsd blbgudt

gdaydf cdk ydam clgdt in idkdb cniupayd. $d gdcfda gnsd blalbufda cufub-cufub

dkdb ida flbuinda idkdb glglrdpd dsplf gnsd blbdanpukdsnayd . 4klc fdrlad ntu ,bdausnd blaedin damfuc ida blamdammdp inrn klgnc idrn dkdb , ida nd blrdsd puayd cdf

uatuf blamudsdnayd , idkdb drtn blbdfdnayd slbdtd-bdtd uatuf flplatnamdaayd slainrn

.7dsnh didkdc slmdkd-mdkdayd gdmn bdausnd, blsfn rdsnh ntu slainrn sdamdt tlrgdtds.

'lamda fdtd kdna , sdtu-sdtuayd edkda ydam gladr uatuf blbdcdbn rldkntds flcniupda ida

flinrnda bdausnd cdaydkdc blkdkun rdsnh . Did glrgdmdn dsplf kdna ydam slgladrayd eumddid in idkdb dkdb ida idkdb inrn bdausnd , tlrsnsncfda hklc rdsnh bdausnd , gufda fdrlad

blrlfd tnidf lfsns , blkdnafda fdrlad rdsnh ntu slainrn tnidf bdbpu blaedamfdu blrlfd

'lamda ilbnfnda , bdausnd bhilra slgladrayd gnsd infdtdfda cniup tnidf in idkdb

flplaucdaayd. Ylrkdku gdaydf cdk ydam tlrdgdnfda tdam slgladrayd vntdk gdmn flutucdainrn bdausnd ntu slainrn . .

'dkdb flbhilrada nan, Yucda tnidf kdmn ingutucfda uatuf blaedwdg plrtdaydda tlatdam

fhclrlasn ida drtn iuand . 'dkdb flbhilrada , tdctd rdsnhadkntds ida bdfad tnidf kdmnblaedin bnknf Dkkdc , blkdnafda bnknf dfdk bdausnd ida flclaidfayd . 'lamda

ilbnfnda, rdsnh ida flclaidf bdausnd ntukdc ydam blaedin tntnf hfus flsdtuda ida drtn .*hsnsn Dkkdc inrlgut hklc blrlfd . "drlad flclaidf Dkkdc ydam blaydtufda ntu inthkdf

ilamda dkdsda bhrdk, rdsnhadk ida sdnatnnf , bdfd hfus gdmn flsdtuda slmdkd cdk

glrmlslr flpdid pnfnrda rdsnhadk blaydtufda . *lammlrslrda phsnsn slatrdk Dkkdc nanblaylgdgfda tlredinayd fltlrpljdcda plamdkdbda bdausnd , latdc ntu idkdb tdtdrda

lfstlradk bdupua idkdb tdtdrda natlradk . :rdmblatdsn nan pdid mnknrdaayd idpdt glrdfcnr

pdid plamlrusdfda struftur flbdausnda ntu slainrn fdrlad flsdtuda iuand tnidf kdmn

blaedin fhatlfs cniup glrsdbd idkdb flcniupda bdsydrdfdt bdausnd . *lammlslrdaphsnsn slatrdk Dkkdc nan pdid idsdrayd tnidf dfda blbglrn flglgdsda ida bdrtdgdt gdmn

bdausnd , blkdnafda eustru blalbpdtfda fntd idkdb glatuf-glatuf plrguidfda ydam

gdru, ydam gdcfda slrnam tnidf fntd sdidrn .

'uand bhilra glrtubpu pdid sdnas. Zdnas blaelkbdfda inrnayd idkdb glrgdmdn glatuf

flbdeuda ydam blwdradn flcniupda bdausnd bhilra idkdb glrgdmdn dsplfayd . 9dbua,flbdeuda ydam ingdwd sdans nan gufda tdapd fhaslfulasn . dausnd bhilra cdrus

blamdkdbn frnsns cniup ydam glrdt , gdcfda fdrlad tlrkdku glrdtayd , tnidf idpdt kdmn

innbgdamn hklc flbdeuda phsnsn ydam inrdnc hklc sdnas . Zdnas blbdam glrcdsnk blrdnc

glrgdmdn plalbuda glsdr slrtd glrcdsnk blamcdsnkfda sudtu snstlb tlfcahkhmn ydamblamdmubfda . 9dbua slmdkd flbdeuda ntu sljdrd glrdamsur-damsur blamcdsnkfda llf-

llf guruf ydam tnidf gnsd inlkdffda kdmn , indatdrdayd / plamcdgnsda subglr-subglr

bdtlrndk sljdrd jlpdt ida glrgdmdn glatuf phkusn tlrcdidp knamfuamda slrtd blaihrhamtnbgukayd plrkhbgdda snstlb plrslaedtdda plrdam , ydam pdid dfcnrayd blamdrdc pdid

plrdam aufknr ydam idpdt blamcdajurfda slkuruc plrdidgda ida slkuruc nsn pkdalt $ankdc

sdkdc sdtu idrn glrgdmdn inklbbd ydam inbuajukfda hklc bhilransbl , ida bdausndbhilra cdrus blamcdidpnayd idkdb cniupayd . 'dkdb sntudsn frnsns slplrtn nan tnidf

clrda gnkd bdausnd-bdausnd bhilra blrdsd tlrdsnam idrn iuand ida idrn inrnayd slainrn .

dausnd ?bdausnd bhilra flcnkdamda plmdamda . 'lamda fdtd kdna , iuand bhilra

blaedin +rdadc + inshrnlatdsn gdmn bdausnd ydam cniup in idkdbayd Zdnas blajdpdn

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fltlrgdtdsdaayd ida tnidf bdbpu kdmn blaelkdsfda ida blaedwdg plrshdkda rldkntds

cniup . Zlfdrdam hrdam bukdn blknrnf flbgdkn fl wnkdydc suprdadturdk ? wnkdydc rldkntds

ydam slkdbd nan indadftnrnfda hklc bhilransbl ilamda sdnasayd , ida blajhgdblalbufda in sdad edwdgda gdmn bnstlrn cniupayd .( #hrd , %&&< / 00 ? 0 )

=dbda phst bhilra intdaidn hklc didayd plrmhkdfda shsndk ydam jlpdt . 9dbua , fntdtnidf slflidr glrsdfsn dtds prhmrlsnvntds plrmhkdfda shsndk, fljdammncda tlfahkhmn phst

naiustrn dgdi fl-%& , tltdpn eumd incdidpfda pdid slrngu frnsns flbdausnda / bukdn idrn

frnsns inrn, dknladsn dtdu fltlrdsnamda ,ilprlsn , strlss , flrltdfda nasntusn flkudrmd , sdbpdnglrdmdb playdfnt psnfhkhmn kdnaayd 3ustru .elans playdfnt ydam blammuajdamfda inrn fntd

in tlamdc sntudsn frnsns ilwdsd nan tdf kdna didkdc cdinrayd plrdsdda fltnidfaydbdada

psnfhkhmns . Did slbdjdb fltdfutda lfsnstlasndk ydam blamdajdb inrn fntd in tlamdc

sntudsn frnsns, sdrdt tlrrhr, fhaknf ida flflrdsda sdbpdn trdmlin plbguaucda ydamblamcndsn flslcdrnda cniup fntd .

Zntudsn frnsns dmdf slrupd eustru innrnamn ilamda blanamfdtayd fltnidfplrjdydda pdid

nasntusn dmdbd hrbdk.Gdrdamfdkn, lfstrlbayd slplrtn inskhmdafda hklc uturhkhm 3hca9dnsgnt glrsdbd nstrnayd , *dtrnjnd Dgurilajl idkdb Blmdtrlai 7???, + Zpnrntudkns yls,

4rmdanzli 7lknmnha 9h >5 Did slbdjdb plahkdfda tlrcdidp dmdbd hrbdk ? ydamblbnknfn mledkd ubub ydam sdbd , ydntu lfskusn ida ihmbdtns ? sdbgnk blalamhf

fldrdc spnrntudknstds gdru knatds dmdbd .( Zufdin %&& / ? % )

"lplrjdydda dfda Yucda blrupdfda sudtu dfthr ydam platnam idkdb cniup hrdam .

Yltdpn blamdpd hrdam plrjdyd dfda Yucda 6 3dwdgda ydam kdznb inglrnfda hklc hrdam

ydam glrdmdbd dtds plrtdaydda nan blauaeuf fld rdc slsudtu ydam in kudr blrlfd slainrn

*lrtdaydda glrueuam pdid edwdgda blamladn flydfnada "didamfdkd blanbgukfdaplrtdaydda,dpdfdc flydfnada tlatdamYucda suammuc-suammuc idpdt inplrtdammuamedwdg

fda "lbuinda hrdam bukdn glrpnfnr ida blajdrn plamltdcuda nkbndc tlatdam Yucda

'nsdidrn pukd tdf buamfna plamltdcuda nkbndc nan kdamsuam blbljdcfda shdk-shdk ydamtnbguk pdid gnidam flplrjdydda , hklc slgdg plrjdyd ntu kdna idrnpdid blbpuaydn

plamltdcuda nkbndc blamladn Yucda . *lrtdaydda-plrtdaydda blamladn tlatdam Yucda

glrfnsdr pdid sdtu plrtdaydda phfhf ydfan / dpdfdc Yucda did 6

'dkdb blaylkninfn tlbpdt Yucda idkdb cniup bdausnd , did ydam blamnfutn sudtu

trdinsn ydam tlkdc glrkdamsuam sledf tnbgukayd nksddt pdid zdbda ;uadan "uah . *did

dgdi ntu hrdam bukdn glrpnfnr tlatdam cniup sljdrd snstnbdtns , slcnammd uatuf plrtdbdfdknayd flgladrda-flgladrda ida flydfnada-flydfnada ydam blamdrdcfda cniup intnaedu

flbgdkn sljdrd frntns . 'dkdb glrgudt ilbnfnda sdredad-sdredad ydam plrtdbd ntu tlkdc

sdbpdn pdid sudtu pdaidamda ydam inkudr dmdbd slainrn , pdaidamda nksddt dfsuiaydhrdam ydam sljdrd nksddt blbplrshdkfda flgladrda-flglrdada ida flydfnada-

flydfnada tlrslgut . lkdkun plredkdada wdftu nksddt blaidpdt hthahbn tlrcdidp

pdaidamda cniup ydam glrsdamfut pdut ilamda dmdbd, slcnammd blaedin snstnb pnfnrdatlrslainrn . 2dmnpukd blthil glrpnfnrayd bdfna blamcdbpnrn blthil-bilthil nkbu

plamltdcuda . Dfngdtayd Yucda blaedin shdk snstnb nksddt , ydam cdrus inpljdcfda

blkdkun blthil nkbndc . 'dkdb sntudsn slbdjdb nan blbdam tnidf blamclrdafda ,

gdcwd did sdredad ydam tnidf glrcdsnk blkdfsdadfda edkda pnfnrda sdbpdn plamdfuda

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didayd slsudtu ydam tlrtnammn, ydfan Yucda. :nksu bhilra blbpuaydn edwdgda ydam

glrglid blamladn did tnidfayd Yucda .( !uneglrs , 8% / ? 0 )

Ynmd Dkdb _nfnrda

Zledrdc ubdt bdausnd slplrtn suammuc tlredin idpdt inglidfda klgnc gdaydf tdcdp kdmn,

tltdpn ydam fntd utdbdfda in snan ndkdc sflbdayd , sudtu ydam blahaehkfda sndt-sndt

phfhf . Did tdcdp bntns , hathkhmns ida uamsnhadk idrn sledrdc flguidydda bdausnd'uand bntns ydam blknputn dkdb flguidydda prnbntn tlraydtd bdsnc tltdp bladrnf slfdkn

gdmn fntd . $amdt sded dfda kufnsda-kufnsda idkdb mud-mud idrn edbda purgdfdkd ida dfda

tdrn-tdrnda slblatdrd sufu in Drnfd , gnkd blrlfd bdu bladamfns gdcdyd-gdcdyd / gltdpd

blbplrshadfda ida gltdpd dedng slbudayd ntu gdmn plrdsda fntd.Gufu-gufu ydaminfdrdam hklc pdrd datrhphkhm ingdjd gdaydf hrdam . 'da gnkd fntd blbgdjd tuknsda-

tuknsda ntu , bdfd flatdrdkdc kdku, gdcwd nstnkdc + prnbntn5 slgltukayd tnidf tlpdt , fdrlad

iuand ydam infltlbufda hklc pdrd plbgdjd gufu-gufu tdin tlraydtd slrgd gdru , fdyd

dfda jlrntd ?jlrntd ydam blamdaiuam sudtu nksddt ydam idkdb , mdbgdrda-mdbgdrdaydam dedng ida didt nstndidt ydam glrdalfd wdrad .;dam in tdbpnkfda in snan ndkdc

bdausnd-bdausnd ydam kdamsuam glrcuguamda ilamda idyd-idyd dkdb ydam slrgdrdcdsnd? sudtu dkdb ydam glkub infdjdufda hklc tlfanf ,kdku knatds ida turnsbl , suammuc

slbdjdb tdbda nridus ydam gdmn fntd bdausnd bhilra suidc cnkdam klaydp . Zlfdknpua

ilbnfnda , adbua iuand plauc jlrntd-jlrntd bnstns ida updjdrd-updjdrd bdmns ntu tlrdsdilfdt eumd pdid fntd / fntd bdsnam-bdsnam blalbufda slsudtu idkdb iuand ntu ydam tnidf

dsnam kdmn gdmn fntd..

Did snfdp rdsnhadkns ( ydam blailwdfda rdsnh dtdu dfdk guin slrtd flbdbpuda dkdbpnfnrda nkbndc ) ydam blbdaidam rlaidc tlrcdidp flguidydda bntns , slhkdc-hkdc dkdb

pnfnrda bntns ntu prnbntn ,tnidf nkbndc..Zlhrdam plalkntn ydam blbplkdedrn dkdb pnfnrda

bntns ntu sljdrd blaidkdb , ydntu sdredad *lrdajns ydam glradbd 2lvy Gruck , plradcblbdfdn nstnkdc + blatdkntds prnbntn + ydam glkub sdbpdn pdid tdrd pnfnrda fntd ydam

glrsndt khmns , bdfd idrn ntu dkdb pnfnrda ntu inslgut + prd-khmns + . tltdpn flbuinda cdrn

sdredad tlrslgut bladrnf flbgdkn plaidpdt tdin O nd blamdfun gdcwd dkdb pnfnrda prnbntnntu blbdam kdna idrnpdid dkdb pnfnrda fntd , adbua dfcnrayd , idkdb sltndp gdcdsd

bdausnd ida idkdb slbud phkd shsndk , latdc bhilra dtdu prnbntn , fntd tlbufda mdrns-

mdrns ydam sdbd , susuada-susuada khmns ydam sdbd . 'da blbdam dpd ydam inadbdfda

bdausnd prnbntn ntu slrnam blamnfutn edkda pnfnrrda khmns , slrgd khmns ida jdrdayd ndbladamdan sudtu plrshdkda prdftns ?tlcans tdf fdkdc ilamda plailfdtda fntd .

'dkdb knamfup cniup bnthkhmns tndid mdrns plbnsdc ydam elkds datdrd bdausnd ida iuand ,datdrd sugylf ida hgylf . *lradc injdtdt gdcwd slgltukayd bdausnd pdid tdcdp ntu glkub

idpdt in adbdfda sugylf ydam slplaucayd , fdrlad bdausnd bdsnc blrupdfda wnkdydc

slgudc knamfdrda tlrgufd , glkub blbpuaydn lfsnstlasn ydam gukdt . dausnd inrlsdpnhklc plamdruc-plamdruc idrn sufuayd ida idrn dkdb rdyd 'dkdb tuknsda-tuknsda blamladn

mledkd nan slrnam inpdfdn nstnkdc + rudam shsnh-bnstns + , ydntu knamfup idyd flfudtda ydam

blknputn bdausnd ida ydam intlatufda hklc plrtdknda ilamda sufuayd (shsnh) ida hklc

snfdpayd ydam bntns . Gdru idkdb knamfup idyd flfudtda tlrslgut bdausnd blajdpdn

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nilatntdsayd ,nd tnidf blbpuaydn nilatntds idrn inrnayd slainrn , nd gdru blaedin slhrdam

idkdb rudam shsnh-bntns ntu.

Ynidf blamclrdafda . gdcwd mdrns plbnsdc ydam elkds datdrd iuand gdtna ida iuand kdcnr

glkub flkncdtda pukd . 4rdam prnbntn glkub blbpuaydn plamlrtnda bhilra blamladn

enwdayd slgdmdn slsudtu ydam blrupdfda bnknfayd slainrn , idsdr nilatntdsayd slgdmdnslhrdam bdausnd ydam glrprngdin . Gufda +enwd + ntu klgnc blrupdfda slsudtu ydam

glrplamdruc , ydam glrfudsd . Zlgudc gdtu ydam dalc glatufayd , slgudc thplam , snadr

gukda puradbd, gdcfda slshshf bdydt idpdt inslgut +enwd + . Yltdpn in snan edkda pnfnrdaprdftns tnidf dgsla eumd . 'dkdb cniup slcdrn-cdrn hrdam-hrdam prnbntn idpdt sded

blbglidfda datdrd slsudtu ydam cniup ida slsudtu ydam bdtn , slgudc glaid bnsdkayd

Yltdpn idkdb plredkdada bdausnd in iuand nan tlridpdt plrsnkdamda ?plrsnkdamda , in bdad

gdtds-gdtds datdrd iuand snan ida iuand sdad blaedin fdgur , klaydp . $tukdc puajdf-puajdf flcniupda bdausnd ydam blamdkdbn sddt-sddt ntu sljdrd cdrndc in dtds puajdf ?

puajdf, gufnt-gufnt , tlbpdt ind blbplrslbgdcfda slsdela-slsdela , blaedkdafda

updjdrd-updjdrd tlrtlatu , blaylrucfda adbd pdrd ilwd ida bladbpnkfda blrlfd in

iuand nan. 'da ydam inusdcdfda ndkdc blbplrhklc gdmnda idkdb flsdfntda dtdu enwdslslhrdam 3nwd dtdu sufbd tlrslgut idpdt inplrhklc ilamda updjdrd-updjdrd ydam

blkdbgdamfda prhsls plrtubgucda , klwdt updjdrd slkdbdtda dtdu gdcfda ilamdabdfda gdrdam dtdu hrdam ntu ( fdangdknsbl rntudk ) . "didam-fdidam +enwd5 ntu tnammdk

idkdb gdida bdausnd , blaurut dammdpda slblatdrd sufu sfnbh tndp dammhtd gdida

blbpuaydn enwdayd. Yltdpn fdidam-fdidam enwd ntu tnammdk in kudr gdida fntd , bnsdkaydidkdb phcha flcniupda , +3nwd-enwd + eumd idpdt blamcuan pdtuam slslhrdam klkucur ,

slplrtn inmdbgdrfda pdid pdtuam klkucur idrn fdpur in lkdalsnd ( Jda *lursla , I< /

1 ? 0 )

'uand bntns tlrutdbd intdaidn hklc rdsd tdfut idkdb inrn bdausnd tlrcdidp idyd-idyd

idkdb cniup dkdb rdyd . dausnd blajdrn slbdjdb strdtlmn muad blalbufda cuguamda

tlpdt datdrd bdausnd ida idyd-idyd flfudtda tlrslgut . *lrgudtda-plrgudtda prdftns ,slplrtn tdtd updjdrd inutdbdfda , tltdpn plrtnbgdamda-plrtnbgdamda tlhrntns , slplrtn

ihamlam-ihamlam blamladn tlredinayd iuand , blbdnafda plrdada pukd . 'dkdb dkdb

pnfnrda hathkhmns bdausnd bukdn blamdbgnk edrdf tlrcdidp slmdkd slsudtu ydamblamntdrnayd . $d tdf glmntu tlrfuruam kdmn, fdidam-fdidam nd glrtnaidf slgdmdn plahatha

tlrcdidp cniupayd slainrn , ilamda ilbnfnda nd glrusdcd blbplhklc plamlrtnda

blamladn idyd-idyd flfudtda ydam blammlrdfda dkdb ida bdausnd . *lrgudtda-

plrgudtda prdftns , slplrtn plrtufdamda , tlfanf ida flslanda blbdnafda plrdadaayd,tltdpn rlauamda-rlauamda tlhrntns blamladn dkdb ydam adbpdf (nsnfd ) ida dkdb ydam

tnidf adbpdf ( bltdnsnfd ) bukdn tdbpnk fl bufd .

*lrflbgdamda nan plradc inslgut slgdmdn plrflbgdamda idrn bnths fl khmhs . 9dbua tdf

ghklc inkupdfda , gdcwd idkdb tdcdp nan bdausnd tnidf cdayd glrpnfnr sljdrd khmns

blkuku , dtdu ilamda blbplrmuadfda dfdk guin slbdtd-bdtd . bhsn-lbhsn , cdrdpdashsndk ida flydfnada dmdbd tltdp glrplamdruc . lbdam slfdrdam fntd blaydfsnfda

kdcnrayd nkbu plamltdcuda , dtdu sljdrd klgnc ubub , slbud nkbu blamladn Did ,

blamladn slmdkd slsudtu ydam did pdid ububayd ( hathkhmn ) , slplrtn bnsdkayd in

;uadan fuah ida idkdb snstlb-snstlb nksddt in $aind. Yltdpn in snan pua bdfsui utdbd

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gufda plrtdbd tlhrntns glkdfd . :nksddt ida nkbu plamltdcuda plrtdbd-tdbd intueufda

flpdid bdfsui prdftns . 'da bdfsui prdftns ntu ndkdc plbglgdsda ida idyd-idyd

flfudtda ydam blamudsdn bdtn ida cniup , flkdcnrda ida flgnadsdda , plrgudtda idaadsng , ihsd ida plailrntdda . Ylrutdbd gnkd bdmn blamudsdn dkdb pnfnrda bntns , bdfd

plbglgdsda nan sdamdt adbpdf . datlrd-bdatlrd rdcdsnd blanbgukfda snfdp plauc

fltdfutda , tnpl slhrdam guidf O plamlrtnda slgdknfayd blamlbgdknfda cdrmd inrn . dfdidrn ntu ilamda plauc flsdidrda bdausnd bukdn blamdeufda plrtdaydda blamladn bdfad

plailrntdda , dkdb rdyd ida gdcdsd . $stnkdc ;uadan tdin fntd pdfdn , nskdc +khmhs + idkdb

gdcdsd ;uadan fuah eumd glrdrtn +bdfad + dtdu +drtn + . lbdcdbn +khmhs + slsudtuplrgudtda glrdrtn blamlrtn , blamdpd plrgudtda ntu cdrus inkdfufda ilbnfnda , blamlrtn

cdk nfcwdk slfntdr fntd glrdrtn blamladn dpd ydam tlredin , gdcfda eumd gnkd tnbguk

bdsdkdc-bdsdkdc sufdr slplrtn blamladn ihsd ida plailrntdda . lamladn blbdcdbn

slgdg ?busdgdgayd , ntu kdku tlrdsd slgdmdn sudtu plbglgdsda ida plalgusda .

'dkdb iuand hathkhmn gdcwd bdausnd ida iuand blrupdfda knamfdrda-knamfdrda ydam

sdknam blamdbgnk edrdf. Gnkd bdausnd namna blamdtdfda dpd slgltukayd slsudtu , bdfd

inplrkufda fltlkntnda , plbgdtdsda , plamfhtdfda . dausnd glrtdayd , iuand nanslgltukayd dpd O nd glrtdayd blamladn cdflfdt gdrdam-gdrdam , cufub-cufub dkdb ,

slgdg-busdgdg , gdcfda blamladn $ild-$ild ida tlatdam Yucda slainrn . dausndblkufnsfda ida blbglglrfda , nd blajdrn ilnansn-ilnansn ida ilamda flpdkd inamna

blaedinfda gdrdam ydam slidam inslkninfnayd slgdmdn hgylf . Yltdpn fdkdu nd blamdbgnk

edrdf tlrcdidp iuand ? gdnf ydam fhirdtn bdupua ydam dinfhirdtn , bdfd ntu glrdrtn ,gdcwd bdausnd slgdmdn sugylf blalbpdtfda inrn idkdb slbdjdb knamfdrda . dausnd

eumd bukdn glrtdayd , sndpd dtdu dpdfdc mlrdamda ind slainrn . $d blalbufda inrn slgdmdn

sugylf , nd blalbufda nilatntdsayd slainrn .

'dkdb tdcdp hathkhmn bdausnd eumd bukdn bladaydfda tlatdam +dpd5ayd pdrd ilwd ntu .

dausnd tnidf kdmn tlrpufdu hklc plamdkdbda ydam blammltdrfda , ndkdc +gdcwd + did

slsudtu ydam tdf tlruamfdpfda . Ynidf, bdausnd blamdbgnk edrdf , tlatu sded edrdf ydaminenwdn hklc rdsd chrbdt ,5tltdpn bdfsuiayd dmdr ilamda klgnc buidc idpdt blbglrn

adbd flpdid pdrd ilwd ida blamnsdcfda cdflfdt fhirdt blrlfd. *did edbda 7hbdwn

"uah , fntd eubpdn bdjdb-bdjdb gufu ydam slbudayd blbpuaydn euiuk ydam sdbd,ydntu / plrncdk fhirdt pdrd ilwd . 'dkdb nkbu nsnfd ydam bukdn glrflbgdam namna

blaylkninfn dkdb O ilbnfnda pua blrlfd namna tdcu tlatdam +dpd5ayd pdrd ilwd ydam

blamcuan dkdb in dtds fhirdt fntd . !dflfdt fhirdt pdrd ilwd ntu insnbpukfda klwdt edkda

drmublatdsn ,.sdbgnk blblrds htdf , ida nkbu nan pdid edbda fkdsnf pua inadbdfda+tlhkhmnd + . Yrdinsn nan intlrusfda idkdb edbda "rnstla pukd . "ljlailruamda uatuf

blbplrshdkfda +cdflfdt5 dtdu + dpd +ayd slsudtu ( prhgklbdtnj hathkhmnsb ) kdku

blanbgukfda tlhrn-tlhrn tlhkhmns ydam glrglknt-glknt . $stnkdc-nstnkdc ydam inpdfdn ilamdaelkds blahaehkfda + dpd5ayd, slplrtn bnsdkayd +fhirdt + ( idkdb inrn "rnstus tlridpdt iud

fhirdt ) ida +cdflfdt + ( idkdb Yrnantds tlridpdt tnmd *rngdin idkdb sdtu cdflfdt ) .

'dkdb nksddt Yucda inslgut *lamdid tlrtnammn , ydam blknputn slmdkd slsdtu , slgdgplrtdbd , idsdr iuand ist .

Gdaydf dckn pnfnr gdcfda blalmdsfda gdcwd plbnfnrda-plbnfnrda tlhkhmns ntu

blrupdfda usdcd-usdcd uatuf blkncdt ilamda bdtd gdtna cdflfdt fhirdt Yucda slainrn

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'da nan gufda sudtu urusda tlhrntns slbdtd-bdtd . lbdaidam wdedc Yucda blrupdfda

sdkdc sdtu glatuf flcniupda bnstnf ydam blbglrn flgdcdmnda , klwdt plamlrtnda bdausnd

ydam tlrgdtds ntu idpdt blaylatuc jntd-jntdayd ydam dgdin ida tdf tlrgdtds .

Gdcwd nksddt blamladn Yucda eumd blbpuaydn slmn-slmn ydam prdftns . 'lamda glrtntnf

pdamfdk pdid Yucda ahrbd-ahrbd ida ankdn-ankdn blbplrhklc tlbpdtayd ydam tltdp ,slcnammd bdausnd kdku eumd tdcu dpd ydam ghklc ida dpd ydam tnidf ghklc , ilamda kdna

plrfdtdda , ind blbplrhklc slgudc plihbda ydam tltdp . 'dkdb iuand bntns ankdn-ankdn

slgltukayd glkub idpdt inrubusfda ilamda jlrbdt wdkdupua ilamda tnidf insdidrnaydsuidc blbdnafda plrdadaayd , bnsdkayd idkdb plrdturda-plrdturda blamladn nfdtda

flkudrmd , plamchrbdtda tlrcdidp pdrd klkucur ida slgdmdnayd . Yltdpn gnkd bdausnd

sdidr dfda nainvniudkntdsayd slainrn , bdfd nd kdku eumd blamdidfda hgylftnnfdsn

tlrcdidp bdsydrdfdt ida ankdn-ankdn ydam glrkdfu in idkdb bdsydrdfdt tlrslgut . $dblaylkninfn dpd plrsns ydam tlrfdaiuam idkdb ankdn-ankdn ntu. "didam-fdidam ankdn-ankdn

ntu inslgut /$ild-nild + ( *kdth ) , fdidam-fdidam pnfnrda-pnfnrda Yucda ( Dmustnaus )

dtdu cufub bhrdk idkdb inrn bdausnd ydam idpdt intlbufda ilamda blbplrmuadfda

dfdk guin ( "dat ) . Zlbud tlhrn-tlhrn ydam glrglknt-glknt ntu idpdt inrnamfds ilamda nstnkdc+ nksddt ankdn-ankdn ( Jda *lursla , I< / 0 ? I )/ .

Glrgdmdn tdcdp idkdb plrflbgdamda flguidydda blammdbgdrfda gdmnbdad bdausnd

blajdrn cuguamda ydam pdknam tlpdt tlrcdidp idyd-idyd flfudtda slfntdrayd . 'dkdb

slbud snfdp ntu adbpdfkdc slgdmdn dsplf plrtdbd idkdb strdtlmn slrupd ntu gdmdnbdadbdausnd namna blbplrkncdtfda idyd-idyd flfudtda slfntdrayd dtdu blaedinfda

slbudayd ntu slsudtu ydam idpdt indkdbn . 'dkdb dkdb pnfnrda bntns idyd-idyd flfudtda

mdng ntu inedinfda slsudtu ydam idpdt inrdgd-rdgd , fdrlad bdausnd idpdt blamdbgnk

gdmnda idkdb flfudtda tlrslgut ( pdrtnsnpdsn ) , bnsdkayd idkdb tdtd updjdrd . fhrgda ,tdrnda-tdrnda iksg . 'dkdb dkdb pnfnrda hathkhmns bdausnd blalbpdtfda inrn glrcdidpda

ilamda ida fdkdu gnsd klpds tlrcdidp idyd-idyd tlrslgut , slcnammd ind idpdt blkufnsfda

ida blbgudt slgudc pltd blamladnayd O ilamda ilbnfnda ind blbplrkncdtfda , gdcwdind blamdfun flfudtda tdin . 'dkdb dkdb uamsnhadk idyd-idyd flfudtda tlrslgut gdru

adbpdf , gnkd bdausnd idpdt blbplrkncdtfda , gdcwd tlridpdt slgudc rlkdsn kdamsuam

datdrd ind slainrn ida iuand slfntdrayd ydam glrfudsd ntu. $an slbud glrdrtn , gdcwd khmdtbdausnd glrugdc, gdcwd ind blajnptdfda nstnkdc-nstnkdc gdru 'n snan bdausnd glrusdcd

uatuf blwueuifda , gdmdnbdad slsudtu blbpuaydn drtn dtdu tnidf blbpuaydn drtn .'da

plrtdaydda blamladn drtn slmdkd slsudtu slfdknmus glrtdutda ilamda flaydtdda ydam fntd

cdidpn slgdmdn lfsnstlasn fntd slainrn .

lbdcdbn drtn ida bdfad slsudtu glrdrtn , gdcwd drtn tlrslgut idpdt inaydtdfda idkdb

prdftlf . Zdkdc sdtu ujdpda "drk drL ydam pdknam slrnam infutnp hklc pdrd dckn nksddttlkdc blbglrnfda tdsnrda bdsnam-bdsnam blamladn iuand nan, tltdpn slfdrdam tngd

wdftuayd uatuf blrugdc iuand . 'dkdb sltndp tdcdp flguidydda flfudsdda ydam

blbplamdrucn dkdb, flsugurda ida bdsydrdfdt bladbpdffda inrn . Yltdpn idkdb tdcdpuamsnhadk pladbpdfda tlrslgut slkdku glrcuguamda ilamda plamlrtnda dfda drtnayd ida

ilamda flcdrusda uatuf blbprdftlffda drtn ntu. 2namfdrda ?knamfdrda tlkdc ingufd

klgdr-klgdr ida gnkd mledkd tlrslgut inpdaidam idrn suiut iuand slfntdrayd , bdfd nan

glrdrtn gdcwd idyd-idyd flfudtda ntu blbplrhklc drtn , did sdamfut pdutayd ilamda

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bdausnd , gnkd inpdaidam idrn suiut bdausnd , bdfd bdausnd blamdrdcfda inrn flpdid

iuand slfntdrayd , bdausnd innfut slrtdfda uatuf bdfna blamnsn drtn iuand ntu. dausnd

bdfna dftn ablajdbpurn plrflbgdamda dkdb ida sledrdc . 'uku dkdb ntu indkdbnslgdmdn slgudc fnsblt ydam incdydtn sljdrd pdsn , tltdpn slfdrdam dkdb ida sledrdc pua

idpdt inplrbdf inglrn glatuf ydam gdru , idpdt inplamdrucn hklc bdausnd. dausnd namna

blrugdc iuand .

*lrtdaydda blamladn didayd Yucda infltlamdcfda sljdrd uamsnhadk hrdam glrtdayd

gdmdnbdad adbd +Yucda + idpdt infhamfrntfda idkdb cuguamda slcdrn-cdrn 'dkdb dkdbpnfnrda uamsnadk bdausnd namna blaylkninfn iuku, gdmdnbdad slgudc fdtd dtdu adbd

glruamsn , drtn slgudc fdtd slglkubayd tnidf pdstn . Drtn ntu gdru blaedin elkds slsuidc

glglrdpd wdftu . Zdbgnk glrgudt fntd glkdedr . *lailfdtda sljdrd uamsnhadk tlrcdidp

plrshdkda tlatdam Yucda blauatut fltlrgufdda idrn pncdf bdausnd . "dtd-fdtd ydamblaidsdrn lfsnstlasn fntd gdru idpdt inglrn drtn sdbgnk glredkda glrsdbd ilamda fdtd-fdtd

ntu .

*lailfdtda uamsnhadk tlrcdidp bdsdkdc blamladn didayd Yucda flkncdtda eumd idkdbplrflbgdamda butdfcnr idkdb rlknmn ida tlhkhmn , Zlbukd mdbgdrda ydam fntd plrhklc

flkncdtda ruwlt slfdkn / tlridpdt sudtu dknrda tlhkhmn ydam blayndrfda gdcwd + Yucda ntubdtn +, fntd ilamdr tlatdam glatuf ihd bdkdb ydam glrsndt phkntns , rlknmn fdub cnppnls ,

rlknmn nkbu enwd in 3lpdam , plrtlatdamda datdrd fdub +vlrtnfdkns + ( Yucda glrdid in dtds

slmdkd-mdkdayd ) ida + chrnzhatdkns + ( Yucda tdf kdna idrn glkds fdsnc tlrcdidp slsdbdbdausnd ) ida slgdmdnayd . Yltdpn flruwltda tlrslgut slinfnt klaydp gnkd fntd tnidf

plrtdbd-tdbd bladaydfda tlatdam +dpd5ayd , blkdnafda tlatdam +gdmdnbdad5ayd 'dkdb

jdrd plailfdtda nan uasur flbdsydrdfdtda tdbpnk ilamda elkds, slfdknpua plrku

inplrcdtnfda pukd, gdcwd eustru uasur flbdsydrdfdtda tdin idpdt blajlrdnglrdnfda pdrdplalkntn . "dub alhbdrLns bnsdkayd tnidf blahkdf flplrjdydda dfda Yucda ntu , tltdpn

ilamda jdrdayd blrlfd glrusdcd blbplrkncdtfda , gdmdnbdad flplrjdydda dfda Yucda

idpdt blbdnafda uamsn ydam phsntn in idkdb cniup bdausnd ida bdsydrdfdt *lrcdtnfda,gdcwd slkdbd tdcua-tdcua tlrdfcnr nan eustru idrn ncdf dckn-dckn pnfnr bdrLns intlrgntfda

glglrdpd stuin tlhkhmns ydam gdnf slfdkn . 'dkdb mlrdfda plbgdruda idrn fdkdamda

Guicd ida $skdb did usdcd uatuf blaedinfda plrshdkda tlatdam didayd Yucda klgnc rnnknan ilamda blamdntfdaayd ilamda prdftlf bdsydrdfdt bhilra . Dpd ydam inadbdfda

+rlknmn-rlknmn gdru + in 3lpdam glrtntnf thkdf idrn plrflbgdamda butdfcnr idkdb gnidam

psnfhkhmn ida nkbu shsndk 'lbnfnda blrlfd blajdrn sudtu glatuf bhilra gdmn rlknmn-

rlknmn . 'dkdb nkbu tlhkhmn frnstndan gufda ihmbdtnf kdmn ydam intntnfglrdtfda , blkdnafdalfslmlsl , tdsnr "ntdg Zujn ydam glrusdcd bladbpnkfda flcdinrda nkdcn in idkdb

cuguamda cuguamda bdausndwn gndsd . Yhfhc "rnstus tnidf inthaehkfda kdmn idkdb

fldmuamda9yd slplrtn ingudt hklc damfdtda-damfdtda iuku,blkdnafda slgdmdn thfhccnsthrns ydam fhamfrnt ydam blaydtdfda idkdb cniup9yd slainrn bdsdkdc-bdsdkdc glsdr

slplrtn ihsd, cdrdpda ida glkds fdsnc tlrcdidp slsdbd bdausnd . 'dkdb inrn prngdin9yd ,

slhkdc-hkdc inplatdsfda9yd slgudc irdbd, "rnstus slainrn glrplrda slgdmdn plkdfuutdbd ida sutrdidrd slfdknmus slcnammd idkdb inrn "rnstus uasur $kdcn ida bdausndwn

tlrpdiu blaedin sdtu ( Jda *lursla , I< / % ? &8 )

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Bdsdkdc Dsds Wlknmn

*drd dckn datrhphkhmn , tlrutdbd ydam glrdsdk idrn dgdi fl- ida fl-%& , sdbpdn fnrd-fnrdblaelkdam zdbda *lrdam 'uand fl $$ , idkdb cdk blbgnjdrdfda mledkd rlknmn slrnam

blamupds dcdb ntu ilamda blbdfdn fhaslpsn tlatdam didayd glrgdmdn bdjdb glatuf

rlknmn . 'lbnfndakdc blaurut blrlfd did () @ltnscnsb , ndkdc glatuf rlknmn ydamglridsdrfda flplrjdydda dfda didayd enwd idkdb glaid-glaid tlrtlatu O ida ydam tlrinrn

idrn dftnvntns-dftnvntns fldmdbdda muad blbued glaid-glaid ydam glrenwd ntu O (%)

Danbnsb , ndkdc glatuf rlknmn ydam glridsdrfda flplrjdydda gdcwd in dkdb slflknknamtlbpdt tnammdk bdausnd indb glrgdmdn bdjdb rhc , ida ydam tlrinrn idrn dftnvntds-

dftnvntds fldmdbdda muad blbued rhc-rhc tdin O (1)Danbdtnsbgufda sudtu glatuf rlknmn,

blkdnafda sudtu snstlb flplrjdydda gdcwd glaid-glaid ida tubguc-tubgucda

slflknknam bdausnd ntu glrenwd ida gnsd glrpnfnr slplrtn bdausnd O flplrjdydda ntu tnidfuatuf blamdfngdtfda dftnvntds-dftnvntds fldmdbdda muad blbued glaid-glaid dtdu

tubguc-tubgucda tdin , tltdpn danbdtnsbl gnsd blaedin gnsd blaedin uasur idkdb rlknmn-

rlknmn kdna O ()_rdl-danbnsb, ndkdc glatuf rlknmn ydam glridsdrfda flplrjdydda flpdid

flfudtda sdftn ydam did idkdb slmdkd cdk ydam kudr gndsd ida tlrinrn idrn dftnvntds-dftnvntds fldmdbdda ydam glrplihbda flpdid flplrjdydda tlrslgut . "didam-fdidam

rlknmn nan eumd inslgut iyadbnsb O (0) Yhtlbnsb , ndkdc glatuf rlknmn ydam did ikdbbdsydrdfdt ydam tlrinrn idrn flkhbphf-flkhbphf flflrdgdtda ydam uanknaldk O ida

glridsdrfda flplrjdydda gdcwd flkhbphf-flkhbphf uanknaldk tdin bdsnam-bdsnam

glrdsdk idrn ilwd-ilwd alalf bhydam , ydam sdtu ilamda kdna eumd glrcuguamdaflflrdgdtda O ida tlrinrn idrn dftnvntds-dftnvntds fldmdbdda muad blbplrlrdt flsdtuda

idkdb flkhbpf uanknaldk tdin slainrn-slainrn , bdsnam-bdsnam ilamda blbplrmuadfda

kdbdnam slainrn-slainrn ( thtlb ) glrupd slelans gnadtdam , tubguc-tubgucda , mledkd

dkdb, dtdu glaid ydam blkdbgdamfda ilwd-ilwd alalf bhydam O (

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Zntudsn dgstrdf idrn enwd ntu blanbgukfda flydfnada pdid bdausnd gdcwd enwd idpdt

cniup kdamsuam , klpds idrn tubguc edsbdanayd . *did wdftu cniup , enwd ntu bdsnc

tlrsdamfut flpdid tuguc edsbdan , ida cdayd idpdt blanammdkfda tuguc wdftu bdausndtniur dtdu pnamsda . "drlad pdid sddt-sddt slrupd ntu flfudtda cniup plrmn blkdydam ,

bdfd tuguc bdausnd glrdid idkdb fldidda klbdc . Yltdpn Ydykhr glrplainrnda gdcwd

wdkdupua slidam blkdydam , cuguamda enwd ida edsbdan pdid sddt tniur dtdu pnamsdatltdp did. !dayd dpdgnkd bdausnd bdtn , enwdayd blkdydam tlrklpds , ida tlrputuskdc

cuguamda ilamda tuguc edsbdan uatuf slkdbd-kdbdayd . !dk ntu elkds tlrkncdt dpdgnkd

tuguc edsbdan suidc cdajur , glrugdc blaedin ilgu in idkdb tdadc , dtdu cnkdam glrmdatnblaedin ilgu in idkdb dpn updjdrd plbgdfdrda bdydt. 3nwd ydam tlkdc blrilfd tlrklpds

idrn edsbdanayd ntu idpdt glrgudt slflclaidfayd . Dkdb slblstd plauc ilamda enwd-enwd

blrilfd ntu , ydam hklc Yykhr tnidf inslgut enwd kdmn, tltdpn inslgut bdfckuf

cdkus.'lamda ilbnfnda pnfnrda bdausnd tlkdc blatrdashrbdsnfda flsdidrda dfdadidayd enwd bdausnd flydfnada flpdid bdfckuf-bdfckuf cdkus .

*did tnamfdt tlrtud idkdb lvhkusn rlknmnayd , bdausnd plrjdyd gdcwd bdfckuf-bdfckuf

cdkus ntukdc ydam blalbpdtn dkdb slflknknam tlbpdt tnammdkayd . dfckuf-bdfckuf cdkusydam tnammdk ilfdt tlbpdt tnammdk bdausnd ntu , ydam glrtuguc cdkus slcnammd tnidf idpdt

tlrtdamfdp hklc pdajdnailrd bdausnd , ydam bdbpu glrgudt cdk-cdk ydam tdf idpdtinplrgudt bdausnd , blaidpdt tlbpdt ydam sdamdt platnam idkdb flcniupda bdausnd ,

slcnammd blaedin hgylf plamchrbdtda ida playlbgdcdaayd , ydam inslrtdn glrgdmdn

updjdrd glrupd ihd , sdenda , dtdu fhrgda . 7lknmn slrupd ntukdc ydam inslgut danbnsbl .

"lbuinda Ydykhr blkdaeutfda tlhrnayd tlatdam dsdk-bukd rlknmn ilamda sudtu urdnda

tlatdam lvhkusn rlknmn, ydam glridsdrfda jdrd glrpnfnr lvhkusnhansbl . Danbnsbl ydam

pdid idsdrayd blrupdfda flydfnada flpdid rhc-rhc ydam blaindbn dkdb slblstdslflknknam tlbpdt tnammdk bdausnd , blrupdfda glatuf rlknmn ydam tlrtud . *did tnamfdt

fliud idkdb lvhkusn rlknmn , bdausnd plrjdyd gdcwd mlrdf dkdb ydam cniup ntu eumd

inslgdgfda didayd enwd in glkdfdam plrnstnwd-plrnstnwd ida mledkd-mledkd dkdb ntuZuamdn-suamdn ydam blamdknr ida tlreua fl kdut , muauam-muauam ydam blkltus , mlbpd

gubn , damna tduda , mlrdf bdtdcdrn , tubgucayd tubguc-tubgucda , phfhfayd slkuruc

mlrdf dkdb , inslgdgfda hklc bdfckuf cdkus ydam blalbpdtn dkdb

3nwd dkdb ntu flbuinda inplrshanfdsn ida indammdp slplrtn bdfckuf-bdfckuf ilamda

sudtu prngdin ilamda flbduda ida pnfnrda , ydam inslgut ilwd-ilwd dkdb . *did tnamfdt

fltnmd lvhkusn rlknmn , glrsdbd ilamda tnbgukayd susuada flalmdrdda idkdb bdsydrdfdtbdausnd , tnbguk pukd flydfnada gdcwd ilwd-ilwd dkdb ntu eumd cniup idkdb sudtu

susuada flalmdrdda , slrupd idkdb iuand bdfckuf bdausnd . dfd tlridpdt pukd sudtu

susuada pdamfdt ilwd-ilwd , bukdn idrn rded-rded ilwd slgdmdn ilwd tlrtnammn , sdbpdnpdid ilwd-ilwd ydam tlrlaidc pdamfdtayd . Zusuada slrupd ntu kdbgdt kdua

blanbgukfda flsdidrda gdcwd slbud ilwd ntu pdid cdflfdtayd cdayd blrupdfda

plaelkbdda idrn sdtu ilwd sded , ydntu ilwd ydam tlrtnammn . Dfngdt idrn flydfnada ntudidkdc glrflbgdamayd flydfnada flpdid sdtu Yucda ida tnbgukayd rlknmn-rlknmn ydam

glrsndt bhahtlnsbl slgdmdn tnamfdt ydam tlrdfcnr idkdb lvhkusn rlknmn bdausnd .

Dairlw 2dam ( 8 ? % ) dmdf glrglid ilamda flgdaydfda hrdam $ammrns pdid

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wdftu ntu , ydam slrnam plrjdyd dfda didayd mledkd-mledkd mdng ntu . $d eustru tnidf

plrjdyd ida slkdku glrusdcd blajdrn fltlrdamda rdsnhadk ydam idpdt blaelkdsfda mledkd-

mledkd mdng ntu . Zlgladrayd 'dvni 2dam namna blamljdb Yykhr , nd flbuindablaydtdfda gdcwd idkdb enwd bdausnd did sudtu flbdbpuda mdng ydam idpdt glflred

klgnc fudt ilamda bdfna klbdcayd dftnvntds pnfnrda bdausnd ydam rdsnhadk . "drlad

ntukdc , fdtdayd , mledkd-mledkd mdng ntu gnsd glflred klgnc fudt pdid hrdam-hrdam glrsdcdedydam furdam dftn cniup idkdb pnfnrdaayd , ingdainamfda ilamda hrdam rhpd bnsdkayd ,

ydam klgnc gdaydf tlrmdatuam idkdb cniupayd flpdid dftntnvntds pnfnrda rdsnhadkayd .

"lbdbpuda mdng pdid bdausnd glrsdcded edbda idcuku ntukdc ydam blaurut 2damblaylgdgfda tnbgukayd fhaslp 3nwd , ida gufda dadknsd rdsnhadk ydam blamcuguamfda

enwd slgdmdn flfudtda plammlrdf cniup , ilamda gdydamda tlatdam inrn bdausnd slainrn

ydam tdbpdf in idkdb bnbpn slplrtn ydam indeufda idkdb tlhrn Yykhr tlatdam tnbgukayd

fhaslp enwd idkdb dkdb pnfnrda bdausnd .

'dkdb ihamlam-ihamlam bnthkhmn ntu 2dam slrnam blalbufda didayd thfhc 'lwd ydam

hklc sufu-sufu gdamsd ydam glrsdamfutda indammdp ilwd tlrtnammn , plajnptd slkuruc

dkdb slblstd glslrtd nsnayd , plaedmd fltlrtngda dkdb ida flsusnkdda . "lydfnada flpdidthfhc ilwd slplrtn ntu , blaurut 2dam tlrutdbd tlridpdt pdid sufu-sufu gdamsd ydam

bdsnc rlaidc slfdkn tnamfdt flguidyddaayd , ida ydam cniup idrn glrguru dtdu blrdbunsdkayd, plaiuiuf *lmuauamda Ylamdc in *dpud. Glglrdpd cdk blbguftnfda gdcwd

flydfnada ntu tnidf tnbguk slgdmdn dfngdt plamdruc dmdbd 9dsrdan dtdu $skdb . dfd

glridsdrfda cdk ntu 2dam glrflsnbpukda gdcwd flydfnada flpdid ilwd tlrtnammn idkdbrlknmn sufu-sufu gdamsd tlrslgut suidc sdamdt tud , ida buamfna blrupdfda glatuf rlknmn

bdausnd ydam tlrtud , ydam flbuinda tlrilsdf fl glkdfdam hklc flydfnada flpdid

bdfckuf-bdfckuf cdkus kdna slplrtn ilwd-ilwd dkdb, rhc alalf bhydam , cdatu , ida

kdna-kdna .

Ylhrn tlatdam :nrbda Yucda nan ydam slgladrayd cdayd sudtu kdaeutda idrn tlhrn 2dam ,

inflbgdamfda hklc slslhrdam pdsthr "dthknf gdamsd Dustrnd glradbd #nkclkb Zjcbnit (8

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Ylhrn gdcwd glatuf rlknmn ydam tlrtud didkdc glridsdrfda flydfnada bdausnd dfda

didayd flfudtda mdng idkdb cdk-cdk ydam kudr gndsd ida blaedin slgdg tnbgukayd mledkd-mledkd ydam tdf idpdt inkdfufda bdausnd gndsd inflbgdamfda hklc 77 drltt "haslp

bdad ydam inilsfrnpsnfda hklc 7! @hirnamtha ( Ycl lkdalsndas ? 8 ) ntu flbuinda

inplrmuadfda hklc drltt uatuf blamlbgdamfda sudtu tlhrn tlatdam dpd ydamindammdpayd slgdmdn glatuf rlknmn ydam tlrtud . $d blamljdb tlhrn Yykhr blamladn

flsdidrda bdausnd purgd tlatdam enwd slgdmd pdamfdk rlknmn . laurut drltt , prhsls

glrpnfnr ydam blamdshsndsnfda sudtu flfudtda ydam blaylgdgfda gdcwd bdfckuf ydamcniup ntu idpdt glrmlrdf , ilamda gdydamda tlatdam inrnayd slainrn ydam inkncdtayd idkdb

bnbpn , didkdc tlrkdku dgstrdf gdmn pnfnrda bdausnd purgd , ydam flbdbpudaayd pdstn

bdsnc tlrgdtds slfdkn . Zlgdmdn kdaeutda idrn fljdbda ntu nd blamdeufda tlhrnayd slainrn

tlatdam dsdk bukd rlknmn bdausnd , ydntu gdcwd pdamfdk rlknmn didkdc sudtu +lbhsn + dtdusudtu +mltdrda enwd + ydam tnbguk fdrlad flfdmubda bdausnd tlrcdidp cdk-cdk ida

mledkd-mledkd tlrtlatu ydam sndtayd kudr gndsd. Dkdb in bdad cdk-cdk slrtd mledkd-mledkd

ntu glrdsdk, hklc bdausnd purgd indammdp slgdmdn iuand in bdad tlridpdt glrgdmdn

flfudtda ydam kudr gndsd . Drtnayd, flfudtda ydam ydam tdf idpdt intlrdamfda ilamdadfdk bdausnd gndsd , ida ydam did in dtds flfudtda-flfudtda dkdbndc gndsd , ydntu

flfudtda ydams!lradtrdk "'dkdb gdcdsd $aihalsnd flfudtda ydam kudr gndsd ntu idpdtinslgut + flfudtda mdng + dtdu + flfudtda sdftn + , slidamfda iuand idrn bdad flfudtda-

flfudtda mdng ntu glrdsdk idpdt inslgut + iuand mdng + dtdu + dkdb mdng +.

'lamda blauaeuf flpdid idtd ltahmrdn tlatdam bdad . drltt flbuinda blamdeufda

tlhrn gdcwd bdausnd purgd idpdt fdmub dfda cdk-cdk slrtd plrnstnwd-plrnstnwd ydam mdng,

ydam tdf idpdt intlrdamfdaayd ilamda dfdkayd ydam bdsnc tlrgdtds flbdbpudaayd ntu .

'lamda ilbnfnda , tnbguk flydfnada gdcwd flfudtda mdng ntu did idkdb slmdkd cdk ydamsndtayd kudr gndsd, gdnf bdausnd ydam kudr gndsd , gnadtdam ydam Okudr gndsd , ida glaid-

glaid ydam kudr gndsd . "lydfnada ntu ida + lbhsn fldmdbdda + ydam tnbguk fdrlad

flydfnada ntu, slrtd slmdkd tnamfdc-kdfu upjdrd ydam blrupdfda dfngdt slkdaeutayddidkdc glatuf tlrtud idrn rlknmn . Glatuf rlknmn slbdjdb ntu hklc drltt bdkdcda indammdp

klgnc tud idrn rlknmn in bdad bdausnd ntu blaylbgdc bdfckuf cdkus ida rhc. 3din drtnayd

klgnc tud idrn rlknmn danbnsbl . $tu slgdgayd glatuf rlknmn tlrtud ydam inurdnfda ntuinslgutayd!rdladnbnsb .

Did slhrdam plailtd gdamsd Glkdaid glradbd D@ "ruyt ( 8

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bnsdkayd idrn bdausnd fl gnadtdam , dtdu slgdknfayd . 'lamda ilbnfnda tnbgukkdc

flydfnada tlrcdidp plrpnaidcda enwd dtdu nafdradsn , ydam eumd blrupdfda gdmnda idrn

snstlb danbnsbl .

'n sdbpnam flydfnada flpdid#nlklsth` , bdausnd fuah eumd blbpuaydn flydfnada kdna,

ydntu glrgdmdn bdjdb bdfckuf cdkus ydam blalbpdtn dkdb slflknknam tlbpdt tnammdkayd.'n datdrd glrgdmdn bdfckuf cdkus nan did gdaydf ydam blrupdfda plaelkdbdda idrn enwd

4rdam ydam tlkdc blanammdk . Glrgdmdn bdfckuf cdkus ntu indammdp idpdt blalbpdtn iud

bdjdb tlbpdt . Zlgdmnda cniup idkdb sudtu almdrd bdfckuf cdkus , ydam hklc glrgdmdngdamsd indammdp glrdid in slgudc pukdu in slglrdam kdut , dtdu in pujuf sudtu muauam

ydam tnammn , in idkdb cutda rnbgd ydam mlkdp in gdwdc gubn ydam idpdt injdpdn blkdkun

slgudc kugdam idkdb tdadc , dtdu blkdkun sudtu mud idkdb fdrdam . Zlgdmnda glsdr

bdfckuf cdkus tnidf tnammdk in almdrd bdfckuf cdkus , tltdpn blalbpdtn dkdb slblstd inslflknknam tlbpdt flindbda bdausnd , bnsdkayd in idkdb phcha ydam glsdr , in idkdb

sudtu bdtd dnr , in sudtu plrsnbpdamda , dtdu pdid sudtu plkdamn . dfckuf-bdfckuf

cdkus ntu blbpuaydn plamdruc platnam pdid flcniupda bdausnd , fdrlad blrlfd

blbpuaydn flbduda slainrn, idpdt glrmlbgnrd dpdgnkd inplrcdtnfda hklc bdausnd , tltdpnidpdt pukd bdrdc dpdgnkd indgdnfda . Gdydamda bdausnd tlatdam wueui idrn bdfckuf-

bdfckuf cdkus ydam cniup blalbpdtn dkdb slflknknamayd ntu didkdc glrbdjdb-bdjdb ."drlad bdausnd gndsdayd blbgdmn iuand bdfckuf cdkus fl idkdb iud mhkhamda , ydfan

bdfckuf cdkus ydam edcdt ida ydam gdnf , bdfd gdydamda hrdam tlatdam wueui idrn

glrgdmdn bdfckuf cdkus ntu ingdmn pukd fl idkdb glatuf-glatuf ydam blamlrnfda idaydam bladrnf cdtn . Znstlb flydfnada dfda didayd bdfckuf-bdfckuf cdkus tlrslgut in

dtds nan hklc "ruyt inslguts!nrntnsbl "

lamladn cuguamda datdrd danbnsbl ida spnrntnsbl , "ruyt blamlbgdamfda slgudcplbnfnrda ydam blamdaiuam uasur-uasur jdrd glrpnfnr vhkusnhaansbl . "dtdayd /

ukd-bukd , wdftu bdausnd bdsnc cniup idkdb sudtu bdsydrdfdt ydam glrndt

jhbbanstnsjc , bdfd rlknmn bdausnd ydam phfhf didkdc flydfnada dfda didayd sudtu zdtcdkus ydam ubub , ydntu#nlklsth` "Yltdpn flbuinda , fltnfd nainvniudknsbl glrflbgdam ,

bdfd flydfnada flpdid sudtu zdt cdkus ydam ubub , ydntu#nlklsth` ,bukdn blamfcusus

flpdid sudtu zdt cdkus idrn nainvniu-nainvniu , slidamfda flydfnada flpdid zdt-zdt cdkusntu blaedin platnam dpdgnkd nainvniu ydam blaiufuamayd tlkdc blanammdk , ida zdt-zdt

cdkus tdin ntu slainrn-slainrn slgdmdn bdfckuf cdkus. 'lamda lvhkusn idkdb bdsydrdfdt

bdausnd idrn flcniupda fhbuadk fl flcniupda nainvniu nan, did eumd lvhkusn idrn snstlb

rlknmn danbnsbl fl spnrntnsbl.

*did sufu ?sufu gdamsd in $aihalsnd , bnsdkayd sufu-sufu gdamsd plaiuiuf

*lmuauamda Zukdwlsn Ylamdc, fliud bdjdb snstlb rlknmn ntu cniup glridbpnamda#dkdupua uasur-uasur spnrntnsbl ntu suidc did , adbua uasur-uasur dansbnsbl glkub

cnkdam sdbd slfdkn , gdcfda bdsnc blknputn slgdmnda pdknam platnam idkdb flcniupda

fldmdbdda gdamsd $aihalsnd . 'n bdad did plamdruc dmdbd-dmdbd glsdr slplrtn $skdbida 9dsrdan , bdfd plamdruc ntu tlrutdbd dfda blrugdc snstlb spnrntnsbl fdrlad dsds

spnrntnsbl blamdaiuam sdtu plrsdbdda ilamda dsds idrn dmdbd-dmdbd glsdr ntu , ydntu

flydfnada dfda flkdamsuamda cniup enwd bdausnd slsuidc tuguc edsbdanayd blanammdk .

( "hatedrdanamrdt , 80 / % ? %% ) .

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Bdasnd ida Wlknmn

Ydaid-tdaid ydam in iuand nan gdmn bdausnd bhilra blauaeuf flpdid ;dam dcd 2dna

tnidf ilamda elkds blauaeuffda ;dam 2dna slgdmdn Yucda . 9dbua pdid bdsd fnan puagdaydf hrdam ydam ydam blamnbdan Yucda ida blamdaut sdkdc sdtu dmdbd. "dkdu glmntu

tnbguk plrtdaydda + + Dpd slgdgayd hrdam ntu glrnbda ida glrdmdbd, blsfnpua

plamdkdbda rlknmnus latdc tnidf did latdc indammdp slgdmdn furdam blajufupn uatufblaidsdrn nbda flplrjdydda 6 Dpdfdc ydam blaihrham bdausnd uatuf glrdmdbd , uatuf

blamnbdan dpd ydam tnidf inkncdtayd 6 Ylatu sded plrtdaydda nan cdrus eumd indeufda ida

inedwdg hklc nksddt ida tlhkhmn , tltdpn edwdgda ydam blrlfd glrnfda ntu tdf tlredamfdu

gdmn psnfhkhmn . Ylhkhmn, bnsdkayd , blaedwdg gdcwd rdcbdt Yucdakdc ydam blaihrhamhrdam uatuf plrjdyd . htn tlhkhmns nan tlatu in kudr suiut pdaidamda nkbu enwd slgdmdn

nkbu lbpnrns . dfd ydam fntd tdaydfda slfdrdam ndkdc bhtn-bhtn psnfhkhmns uatuf

flkdfuda glrdmdbd , gufda bhtn tlhkhmns dtdu nkhshns .

Zltndp flkdfuda bdausnd , tlrbdsuf flkdfuda glrdmdbd, blrupdfda gudc cdsnk idrn

cuguamda inadbnfd tnbgdk-gdknf datdrd tnmd dfthr . "ltnmd-tnmdayd blbdnafda plrdadaidkdb blkdcnrfda tnaidfda nasdan , wdkdupua idkdb tnaidfda ydam sdtu dfthr ydam sdtu

klgnc glrplrda . "ltnmd dfthr ydam inbdfsui ndkdc slgudc mlrdf dtdu ihrhamda ydam

sljdrd sphatda ida dkdbndc tlredin pdid bdausnd O fl-dfu-da bdausnd slgdmdn natn-pusdtflprngdindaayd ida sntudsn bdausnd dtdu knamfuamda cniupayd.

*snfhkhmn blamhgslrvdsn gdcwd fldidda rustdsn idpdt blanbgukfda plrnkdfu

fldmdbdda . 4rdam ydam blamdkdbn rustdsn , tdf edrdam bukdn glrflkdfuda rlknmnus'lamda edkda ntu nd glrusdcd blamdtdsn rustdsnayd .4rdam ntu blbglkhffda drdc

flgutucda ida flnamnadaayd . "lgutucdaayd ntu slgltukayd tlrdrdc flpdid sudtu hgylf

iuandwn , bnsdkayd cdrtd-glaid , chrbdt , plamcdrmdda , plrknaiuamda , jnatd . Yltdpnfdrlad nd mdmdk blbplrhklc flpudsda ydam slsudn ilamda flgutucdaayd ntu , bdfd nd

blamdrdcfda flnamnadaayd flpdid Yucda , kdku blamcdrdpfda plblaucda flnamnada

idrn Dkkdc . dausnd cdrus bdtn . "lbdtnda ydam tdf tlrlkdffda ntu blamnsdfda bdausndilamda pdknam tdedb dfda fltnidfglridyddaayd dut blrupdfda kufd pdknam pdrdc uatuf

adrsnsbl naasdan Matufidpdt blamcdidpn rustdsn tlrslgdr nan ,bdausnd glrtnaidf rlknmnus

Dmdbd indginfda hklcayd flpdid tueuda nan blamdtdsn rustdsn ydam inslgdgfda hklc

bdut .

:rustdsn gufda sdtu-sdtuayd bhtnvdsn psnfhkhmns ydam idpdt inflbufdfda slgdmdn dfthr

ydam blanbgukfda plrnkdfu fldmdbdda . Did flgutucda bdausnd dfda sudtu nastdasnydam blaedmd dtdu blaedbna glrkdamsuamayd fltlrtngda idkdb cniup bhrdk ida shsndk .

Dmdbd idpdt glruamsn slgdmdn nastdasn slbdjdb ntu . Dmdbd idpdt indginfda flpdid

tueuda ydam gufda rlknmnus blkdnafda ydam glrsndt bhrdk ida shsndk . Did hrdam ydamtnidf glrdmdbd tdpn glrbhrdk tnammn . 9nkdn-ankdn bhrdk ntu blrupdfda flaydtdda-

flaydtdda nasdan ydam slilbnfnda hthahbn slcnammd tnidf slinfnt eubkdc plbnfnr ydam

blbdaidamayd slgdmdn pltuaeuf ydam pdknam fudt fldrdc didayd Dkkdc .

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Dmdbd gnsd glruamsn natlklftudk-fhmantn . "laidtn tnidf idpdt infdtdfda glmntu sded

gdcwd flnamnada natlklf inpudsfda hklc dmdbd . %lgdguatuf slgdmnda natlklf bdausnd

glrsndt rdsnhadk , ida sleduc nan flnamnadaayd ndkdc bladamfdp ida blamudsdn dpd ydaminfladkayd . "lnamnada nan tnidf inplaucn hklc dmdbd . ;dam infladk bdausnd idkdb

dmdbd , ydntu ;dam $kdcn , eustru tnidf idpdt infudsdn , tnidf intdamfdp dtdu injlamfrdb

hklcayd dfd ydam blblaucn flnamnada natlklf dfda plamltdcuda gufdakdc plrtdbd-tdbd dmdbd blkdnafda nksddt slrtd nkbu plamltdcuda pdid ububayd .

'n kdna pncdf idkdb drtn tlrtlatu dmdbd blbdam blbglrn edwdgda dtds flsufdrdanatlklftudk-fhmantn , sleduc flsufdrda nan ikdtdrglkdfdamn ida inrlsdpn hklc flnamnada

lfsnstlasndk ida psnfhkhmns , ydntu hklc flnamnada ida flgutucda bdausnd dfda hrnlatdsn

idkdb flcniupda , uatuf idpdt blalbpdtfda inrn sljdrd glrdrtn ida glrbdfad in tlamdc-

tlamdc fledinda slblstd dkdb dausnd plrku glrhrnlatdsn pdid pltd flcniupda"lgdaydfda hrdam tnidf idpdt blalrnbd gdcwd cniupayd dfcnrayd tnidf glrtueuda ,

tnidf glrdrtn . Gdcwd inrnayd @ubd mledkd slblatdrd sded ydam dfda glrkdku kdmn . Gdcwd

cniup bdausnd pdid idsdrgayd snd-snd ida dgsuri . Dtds plrtdaydda-plrtdayda vntdk tdin

dmdbd blbglrn edwdgda ilamda elgnc elkds ida tlmds idrn nksddt dtdu nkbu plamltdcuda

"ltdfutda slgdmdn dfthr psnfhkhmns ydam idpdt blanbgukfda plrnkdfu rlknmnus "ltdfutdatdapd hgylf klgnc blbgnamuamfda bdausnd fltnbgdam fltdfutda ydam blbpuaydn

hgylf . $d idpdt glrsndt pdthkhmns tdpn idpdt eumd glrsndt tdaid flbdausnda . laurut

drtna !lnilmmlr , plrdsdda tdfut ydam blaidkdb ntu blrupdfda subglr nksddt ,sleduc plrdsdda nan blbgudt bdausnd blamdkdbn eurdam fltndidda ydam blamdamd gdmn

hrdam ydam blaydidrn flrdpucda slrtd fldaddaayd slainrn .

"ltdfutda nan blauaeuffda flsdidrdaayd gdcwd inrnayd @ubd bdfckuf fhtnamla sded ,bdfckuf ydam flgltukda , ydam tnidf cdrus did, ydam tnidf blbpuaydn idsdr uatuf

cniupayd nan in idkdb inrnayd slainrn . 2dmn pukd innasydnayd gdcwd ind ntu bdfckuf

glrihsd, flslpnda , klbdc ida glrflfurdamda . "lsdidrda-flsdidrda nan blbgudt hrdamplfd tlrcdidp inblasn trdaslaila . dfd ilamda ilbnfnda fltdfutda blbplrsndpfda

bdausnd uatuf blalrnbd plwdrtdda dmdbd slgdmdn fdgdr ydam blammlbgnrdfda , ydntu

fdgdr plbglgdsda ida playlkdbdtda bdausnd idrn fldidda ihsd ida bdut . 'dkdbsntudsn fldidda lfsnstlasndk nan flplfdda bdausnd tlrcdidp ;dam Yrdaslila ntu klgnc

glsdr idrnpdid idkdb sntudsn gndsd ida slcdrn-cdrn . ( 'nstlr , 88 / I ? % )

Wlknmn ida @nksd`dt

Zledf idcuku fdkd nksddt dtdu cdsrdt dfda flgnedfsdadda indammdp bukdn glrtubguc gnkdbdausnd bukdn glrtdayd-tdayd inslrtdn rdsd fdmub ida clrda . Glrnksddt glrdrtn

glrtdayd-tdayd inslrtdn rdsd clrda . "ntd blaedin sdidr dfda cdk ntu gnkd fntd blbgdjd

gufu fdrdamda Drnsthtlkls Bltd`nsnfd " Dckn pnfnrda ;uadan nan glrusdcdblammdbgdrfda dsds-dsds nksddt ydam phfhf . dausnd , glrkdnada ilamda clwda ,

glrpdamfdk pdid plamdkdbda ydam blamcdsnkfda fltrdbpnkda tlfans idkdb bladamdan

gdrdam-gdrdam , idkdb pnfnrdaayd nd blalkusurn flbgdkn mledkd-mledkd ydam indbdtnayd

'da idkdb slmdkd flmndtda tlrslgut nksddt glrtdayd-tdayd blamladn bdfad ida

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slgdgayd . 7dsd clrda blrupdfda plrdamsdam gdmn nksddt , ilbnfnda inmdrnsgdwdcn

Drnsthtlkls idkdb rlauamda-rlauamdaayd. "lbdbpuda uatuf blamdidfda rlauamda

nksddt blamdamfdt bdausnd in dtds bdrtdgdt ilrdedtaytd slainrn .

*laidpdt ydam sdbd fntd idpdtn idkdb tuknsda-tuknsda *kdth . 'dkdb slgudc gdmnda

tlrshchr idkdb indkhm (wdwdajdrd ) Ycldtlths nd bladbpnkfda Zhfrdtls ydamblamcuguamfda rdsd clrda ilamda nnksddt . Mtusda ilwd infdntfdaayd ilamda rdsd

clrda , slplrtn in idkdb slgudc tuknsda kdna, ydntu %nb!hsnb , nd blalbpdtfda nksddt in

tlamdc-tlamdc edkur plrcuguamda datdrd pdrd ilwd ida bdausnd . *kdth pua glrplaidpdt ,gdcwd nksddt tnidf blkuku blauatut fldcknda bdausndwn sded . 'dkdb Ycldtlthshrdam

ydam slidam glrindkhm ilamda Zhfrdtls blajlrntdfda tlatdam plamdkdbdaayd fltnfd nd

bukdn blrdsd clrda / nd blaedin planam . 'da blbdam , idkdb rdsd clrda ydam

blrupdfda tntnf pdamfdk gdmn nksddt , bdausnd glrjlrbna pdid plrsplftn ydam blaedinplatnam , ydam tlrgufd gdmnayd in tlamdc-tlamdc plrnstnwd-plrnstnwd gndsd. Glklammu rdsd

gndsd inpdtdcfda hklc rdsd clrda ntu .

'lamda ilbnfnda tlkdc fntd kncdt , gdcwd plamltdcuda nksddt tnbguk idrn plamdkdbdaslcdrn-cdrn ida idrn plrmdukda fntd ilamda hrdam-hrdam kdna ida ilamda gdrdam-gdrdam

Glrnksddt pdid phfhfayd tlredin in tlamdc-tlamdc fledinda-fledinda ydam gndsd idablaurut cdflfdtayd slkdku glrtdutda ilamda plrblauamda slcdrn-cdrn . $tukdc slgdgayd

blamdpd slgltukayd nksddt tnidf did dwdkayd . *lrblauamda nksddt tlkdc fntd eubpdn

pdid hrdam-hrdam @nad ida $aind ydam cniup glrngu-rngu tdcua ydam kdku , slidamfda inidkdb knamfuamda flguidydda ;uadan plrblauamda slrupd ntu gdru buajuk slfntdr dgdi

flladb Z slgdmdn slgudc flmndtda tlrslainrn ydam inkdfufda ilbn flmlbgnrdda ydam

incdsnkfda hklc plamlrtnda . Yltdpn pdid clflfdtayd sltndp plamdkdbda bdausnwn

blamdaiuam flbuamfnada tlrgufdayd inblasn nksddt . Zlgdknfayd sltndp plrbdsdkdcdanksddt , gltdpdpua dgstrdf dtdu ubub , latdc ydam blaydamfut bdausnd latdc ydam

glrtdknda ilamda Did pdid ububayd , slkdku glrdfdr in idkdb bdausnd ydam glrtdayd-

tdayd , ydam glrinrn in tlamdc-tlamdc drus plamdkdbda slcdrn-cdrn ida sledrdc bdausnd .:nksddt tnidf blamladk dpd ydam inslgut /5 tntnf ahk ydam butkdf + slplrtn idkdb nkbu

dkdb O nd tnidf inbukdn sljdrd phkhs ilamda blbgufd slklbgdr cdkdbda ydam bdsnc

fhsham . :nksddt slkdku glrurusda ilamda bdausnd ydam suidc glrdamfdt pdidplredkdadaayd . "drk 3dplrs , slhrdam dckn nksddt lfsnstlasndkns fhatlbphrlr ,

blrubusfda plaidpdt ydam sdbd pdid plrbukdda tlatdam :nksddt . 'n idkdb nksddt ,

ilbnfnda 3dplrs , buajukkdc plrtdaydda-plrtdaydda cdfnfn / did ntu dpd 6 sndpdfdc dfu 6

Yltdpn , ilbnfnda intlrusfdayd , ilamda blamdeufda plrtdaydda-plrtdaydda slrupd ntubdausnd tdf plradc glrinrn pdid dwdk plredkdadaayd / nd blbpuaydn kdtdr glkdfdam

sledrdc , nd cniup intlamdc-tlamdc slgudc mdbgdrda iuand tlrtlatu , ida ilamda

ilbnfnda, nksu dtdu bdausnd blamdeufda plrtdaydda tdin idrn sntudsnayd slainrn . Zdydglrinrn in tlamdc-tlamdc dwdk ida dfcnr ydam tdf plradc idpdt sdyd rdnc , ida sdyd

glrtdayd-tdayd blamladn dwdk ida dfcnr ntu . Zntudsn bdausnd tdf plradc blrupdfda

slgudc ghkd tlrtutup ida ntukdc slgdgayd nksddt ydam glrdfdr idkdb sntudsn ntu tdffuaeuam slklsdn . Zdbd cdkayd nd tdf fuaeuam bukdn , glrtntnf thkdf idrn slgudc tntnf ydam

butkdf . ( Jda *lursla , 8& / ? )

'dkdb knamfuamda dkdb pnfnrda !naiu nksddt tnidf blbpuaydn fliuiufda hthahb .

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lbdam , nksddt in sdad ilamda sdamdt blaidkdb blaylkdbn idsdr-idsdr flaydtdda ida

plamltdcuda , tltdpn nan slbud glrfnsdr pdid flcdusda dfda plalgusda ida plklpdsda

Yntnf thkdf slmdkd plbnfnrda ndkdc / lfsnstlasn ntu sdbd ilamda plailrntdda . Ynidf didplbnfnrda , gdcwd lfsnstlasn glrjnrnfda flsdkdcda dtdu ihsd. !naiunsbl bhilra

glrusdcd blayusua sdtu snstlb uanvlrsdk ydam blknputn slmdkd dmdbd ida nksddt slgdmdn

pdajdrda-pdajdrda flgladrda tuammdk . Yltdpn eustru uanvlrsdknsbl ntu intlatufda hklcsudtu jdfrdwdkd rlknmnus ydam sdamdt fcds. (Jda *lursla , 8& / &I ? &8 )

djdb-bdjdb nksddt ydam glrsubglr pdid Guicnsbl tlkdc blamcdsnkfda tlkddc-tlkddcydam blaidkdb ilamda blbplrmuadfda indklftnfd ydam rubnt ida tdedb . Znstlb-snstlb

nan tnidf glruamsn slgdmdn nksddt ydam klpds idrn dmdbd, tltdpn slkdku glrfnsdr pdid

sudtu jdfrdwdkd rlknmnus . Guicnsbl dcdydad blaubgucfda sudtu nksddt ydam

indklftns-bhanstns ydam klgnc blbudsfda rdsd fltnburda ydam splfukdtn . Gdnf idkdb!naiunsbl bdupua idkdb Guicnsbl tnidf idpdt intdrnf mdrns plbnsdc datdrd tlhkhmn ida

nksddt . 7lklfsn nksddt slkdku blaueu pdid plklpdsda in idkdb plrsplftn ydam tlkdc

intuaeuffda hklc fntdg-fntdg sujn dtdu dedrda sdam Guicd. Ynbur ida Gdrdt fnan bdfna

natlasn sdknam glreubpd ida idkdb fldidda nan snstlb-snstlb nksddt tdin sdamdt dftudk,eustru fdrlad sndtayd ydam uanvlrsdk ida ,.fcusus blamladn !naiusbl , snafrltns. Zlkdna

ntu idkdb dalfd bdjdb snstlb ntu tlruamfdpfda dpd ydam idkdb nksddt-nksddt glsdr iniuand Gdrdt pdid sudtu tdcdp kdna eumd injdtdt / idkdb sdtu dmdbd, bnsdkayd !naiunsbl ,

fntd glreubpd ilamda lfsphala-lfsphala idrn dalfd bdjdb dknrda ydam sdknam

glrtlatdamda , idrn bdtlrndknsb fl spnrntudknsbl , idrn rldknsbl sdbpdn fl nildknsbl , idrndatdmhansbl sdbpdn fl ihmbdtnsbl , ida idrn dtlnsbl sdbpdn fl tlnsbl. $an slbud

blaihrham slhrdam dckn pnfnr idrn Gdrdt uatuf blamdidfda fhatdf ydam klgnc natlasn nan

ilamda dkdb pnfnrda Ynbur , tltdpn idkdb furnfukub-furnfukub slplrtn slfdrdam glrkdfu

pdid flgdaydfda uanvlrsntds in rhpd fhatdf ydam klgnc natlasn ntu slrnam slrnam tnidfbuamfna . Dkdb pnfnrda Gdrdt , fcusus idkdb nksddt lfsnstlasn blalfdafda +dtdu-dtdu

+, slidamfda idkdb dkdb pnfnrda Ynbur nd glreubpd ilamda phkd plbnfnrda + gdnf-

bdupua + glslrtd sudtu fljlailruamda uatuf blbplrpdiufda glrgdmdn dknrda idkdb sdtupdaidamda ydam uanvlrsdk. *lrtlbuda datdrd Ynbur ida Gdrdt eumd glrkdamsuam pdid

tdcdp ydam klgnc cdfnfn idkdb plreubpdda dmdbd "rnstla ida dmdbd-dmdbd Ynbur .

*hkd-phkd flbdsydrdtda bhilra eumd blrupdfda ihrhamda uatuf blamlbgdamfda sudtuphkd plbnfnrda ydam klgnc indrdcfda flpdid flcniupda shsndk ida flpdid prngdin

slslhrdam sljdrd fhamrlt . *lrku injdtdt eumd , gdcwd in sdbpnam sudtu plbgdruda idkdb

snstlb-snstlb kdbd flkncdtda eumd plrcdtnda glsdr uatuf bdtlrndknsbl indklftns ( fdrlad

cdrdpda shsndkayd ) bdupua uatuf sudtu phkd plbnfnrda ydam klgnc glrsndt lfsnstlasndk( fdrlad tdatdamda prngdinayd ) ( Jda *lursla , 8& / & ? ).

Gdnf iuku bdupua slfdrdam dmdbd "rnstla glrplamdruc glsdr tlrcdidp nksddt , latdcslgdmdn subglr nksddt frnstndan latdc slgdmdn sudtu tdatdamda ydam ingdatdc hklc snstlb-

snstlb nksddt . 'dkdb plrflbgdamda sledrdc ilwdsd nan flkncdtda tdpdk-tdpdk gdtds gdru .

*did ububayd idpdt infdtdfda , gdcwd rlklfsn nksddt ida rlknmnus , gnkd glrcdidpdailamda dmdbd "rnstla , indedf blalatufda snfdp , kdna idrnpdid dmdbd !naiu bhilra

ydam glrsndt snafrltns, sdammup blrdamfuk slmdkd bdjdb snstlb ydam sdknam

glrtlatdamda . dfd did muadayd gnkd fntd klgnc idcuku blbusdtfda plrcdtnda fntd

flpdid adsfdc ydam blrupdfda edatuam dmdbd "rnstla , ydntu slrdamfdnda tuknsda ydam

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tlredin idkdb furua wdftu furdam klgnc slrngu tdcua . Dkfntdg ( idkdb gdcdsd $ammrns tcl

Gngkl O fntdg $aenk slgltukayd cdayd blrupdfda slgdmnda idrn Dkfntdg ). Gnkd fntd

glrusdcd blbdcdbn uatuf Dkfntdg ntu glridsdrfda tlfsayd slainrn , bdfd flatdrdkdc ,gdcwd tuknsda-tuknsda nan tnidf idpdt ida tnidf ghklc inblamlrtn in idkdb sudtu flrdamfd

nksddt tlrtlatu ida slgdknfayd , gdcwd Dkfntdg nan tnidf blamdaidnfda sdkdc sdtu snstlb

nksddt tlrtlatu , tltdpn eustru namna blbglgdsfda bdausnd idrn snstlb ntu .

Dkfntdg blaydenfda sudtu plrwdrtdda , gufda sudtu snstlb nkbu plamltdcuda dtdupua

nksddt. Zltndp splfukdsn tlatdam Yucda ida sltndp snstlb ydam glrprltlasn slhkdc-hkdcidpdt blalrdamfda slkuruc iuand slnsnayd , slkdku indajdb plrtdaydda Yucda ydam

blamdaiuam sudtu frntnf ydam blalkdaedamn dkdb pnfnrda ntu sdbpdn dfdr-dfdrayd . 'dtd

wdcyu Yucda gdmn slhrdam "rnstla tnidf ilamda slrtd-blrtd idpdt inedinfda gdcda

splfukdsn ydam slrgd blaidkdb slplrtn ydam tlredin idkdb fdkdamda dmdbd !naiu idaGuicd . #dcyu tnidf infdruandfda flpdid bdausnd uatuf inedinfda hgylf nksddt .

@nrn fcds dmdbd "rnstla buamfna idpdt inutdrdfda slgdmdn glrnfut / bdausnd ida dkdb

pnfnrdaayd slkdku inplrbdsdkdcfdaayd , slplrtn in tdbda nridus bdausnd slkdkun intdaydnhklc Yucda . $ankdc buamfna slgdgayd blamdpd idkdb fdkdamda dmdbd "drnstla tnbguk

glglrdpd plrtdaydda blamladn nksddt . 'dkdb fdkdamda dmdbd-dmdbd kdnaaydplrtdaydda tdin buamfna tdf plradc dfda idpdt inedwdg sljdrd tuatds . *lrshdkda nan

suidc adbpdf , gnkd glrcuguamda ilamda dpd ydam infdtdfda in dtds tdin , fntd glrtdayd ,

dpdfdc dmdbd "rsntla kdku blahkdf sltndp nksddt ydam tnidf glrcdkuda "rnstla 6Gdmdnbdad snfdp hrdam "rnstla tlrcdidp cdsnk-cdsnk phsntn ydam inflbgdamfda hklc nkbu

plamltdcuda 6 'da dfcnrayd , dpdfdc in kudr gnidam tlhkhmn tdf did uamsn kdmn gdmn

nksddt , fcususayd nksddt ydam glrjhrdf frnstndan 6

lamladn bdsdkdc tlatdam nksddt frnstndan bdsnc tlridpdt sudtu plainrnda gdcwd sltndp

nksddt blrupdfda gudc cdsnk pnfnrda bdausnd , edin glrsndt ihsd ida tlrpdtdc O cdayd

tlhkhmnkdc ydam idpdt inslgut plbnfnrda frnstndan . Yltdpn tlrcdidp plainrnda nan idpdtindeufda flglrdtda ydam sdbd , ydntu furdam rdinfdk > 'dpdtfdc fntd glrtlhkhmn tdapd

didayd nksddt ahafrnstndan 6 Gnkd pdrd dckn tlhkhmn blbplkdedrn nksddt lfsnstlasn bdsd

fnan , alhphsntnvnsbl ida bdtlrndknsbl indklftns , blrlfd kdku blaydidrn flbuamfnada-flbuamfnada bladfeugfda ydam tlrfdaiuam idkdb idyd pnfnr bdausnd slainrn . 'da

sljdrd +rdinfdk + kdku idpdt inkncdt fltlrgdtdsda idkdb idyd pnfnr bdausnd ntu / gufdafdc

tlhkhmn namna blaedin rlklfsn ilamda glrtntnf pdamfdk pdid sdgid Yucda ydam blamledr

ida blajlmdt sltndp plbnfnrda bdausnd . lamdidfda plrtlatdamda idamfdk datdrdnksddt ( ydam nilatnf ilamda plbnfnrda ahafrnstndan ) ida tlhkhmn suammuc tnidf idpdt

inplrtdcdafda . Zltndp snstlb plbnfnrda tlhkhmns incdatun hklc nksddt ydam insdamfd

suidc bdtn .

Gnidam ydam inedamfdu hklc nksddt klgnc kuds kdmn ida datdrd kdna eumd blknputn

flslkurucda nkbu-nkbu plamltdcuda ida cuguamda datdrd nkbu ydam sdtu ida nkbu ydamkdna . 'lamda bdfsui ntu nksddt glrusdcd uatuf blbdaidam flaydtdda slainrn ydam

idkdb nkbu-nkbu slhkdc-hkdc cdayd idpdt infltdcun klwdt hth-hth . Gdmn nksddt frnstndan

jdfrdwdkd flaydtdda ntu ndkdc jdfrdwdkd flplrjdydda . Gdru ilamda ilbnfnda dwda-

dwda ydam insnamfnrfda slcnammd fntd blbplrhklc sudtu plbdaidamda ydam glgds

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tlrcdidp flaydtdda . Glrnksddt dkd "rnstla tnidf cdayd glrdrtn sljdrd frntns blalkntn

sledrdc nksddt , blkdnafda eumd glrupd snstlbdtns ydam blaedinfda nksddt suammuc-

suammuc nksddt .( Jda *lursla , 8& / I ? %8 )

@nrn fcds dmdbd $skdb ndkdc drdcayd ydam vlrtnfdk O flbuknda ida trdaslailasn Yucda

;dam dcdlsd blrupdfda pusdtayd . Jlrtnfdknsbl nan blbpuaydn tnmd dsplf , *lrtdbd ,dmdbd $skdb glruamsn slgdmdn slbdjdb plauaeuf edkda gdmn slbud dmdbd kdnaayd O

klgnc idrnpdid sltndp dmdbd kdna $skdb blaurut tdgndtayd blalatdam sltndp usdcd ydam

bdu blalrdamfda dmdbd slhkdc-hkdc glrtubguc idrn idtd dkdbndc , dfthr-dfthr shsndk ,flgutucda psnfns ida slgdmdnayd . 'lamda kdna plrfdtdda / sltndp tlhrn ydam bdu

blalrdamfda fltucdada slgdmdn prhylfsn idrnpdid flgutucda bdausnd , dtdu ydam

blalrdamfda fhaslp fltucdada sljdrd shsnhkhmns slgdmdn jlrbna plrtlatdamda fkds,

inthkdf blatdc-blatdc hklc dcdb $skdb . "liud, gdmn plbnfnrda $skdb bhilravlrtnfdknsbl tdin blanbgukfda plrtdaydda-plrtdaydda gdmdnbdad cdk nan idpdt

inslrdsnfda ilamda bdsdkdc-bdsdkdc chrnzhatdk in idkdb bdsydrdfdt bhilra , slplrtn

bnsdkayd hrmdansdsn shsndk , fliuiufda wdantd, playusuada flbgdkn slkuruc bdsydrdfdt ,

plamdfuda tlrcdidp cdsnk-cdsnk nkbu bhilra . 'da ydam fltnmd , fliud dsplf tdinglreubpd idkdb fltlmdamda datdrd tlhkhmn ida nksddt , slplrtn fntd sdfsnfda idkdb iuand

plbnfnrda $skdb . 'dkdb nksddt $skdb , klgnc idrnpdid idkdb fdkdamda-fdkdamda dmdbd-dmdbd kdnaayd , bdsdkdc blamladn cuguamda datdrd dmdbd ida nksddt blahaehk ilamda

clgdtayd . 'drn sdtu ncdf nan blamcdbgdt plrflbgdamda nksddt $skdb slainrn . 'drn kdna

ncdf , eustru pdid bdsd glkdfdamda nan , blaedin bdfna elkdskdc , gdcwd bdsdkdc nanplatnam slfdkn gdmn dmdbd $skdb , ydfan blalatufda tlbpdt nksddt ntu , fdrlad ilamda

ilbnfnda slfdknmus intlatufda tlbpdt dmdbd $skdb slainrn in tlamdc-tlamdc iuand

bhilra ( Jda *lursla , 8& )

Gnkd fntd blbgdjd fdryd-fdryd dckn-dckn pnfnr $skdb ntu adbpdfkdc fltlmdamda-

fltlmdamda datdrd tlhkhmn ida nksddt . "ltlmdamda fliud blrupdfda kdaeutda idrn

nksddt Drnsthtlkls ida alh-pkdthansbl ida tlrwueui idkdb fltlmdamda datdrd dknrda-dknrda ydam klgnc glrsndt rdsnhadk ida dknrda ?dknrda ydam glrsndt rdsnhadknstns ida dknrda

ydam klgnc jhaiham fldrdc bnstnsbl . "didam-fdidam fltlmdamda tdin tnidf cdayd

tlrwueui idkdb fltlmdamda datdrd iud thfhc nksu , blkdnafda in idkdb snstlb ydamsdbd pukd . Zlkdna ntu tlrdsd eumd fltlmdamda datdrd dknrda ydam namna blaydbpdnfda

sudtu nksddt dgdin ydam glrkdfu uatuf slmdkd edbda ? gufdafdc nsn Dk-Curda pua

glrsndt dgdin, tdapd dwdk ida tdapd dfcnr 6 ? ida dknrda ydam namna blaydenfda sudtu

nksddt bhilra ? gufdafdc nksddt glrtumds uatuf blbgudt elbgdtda fl iuand bhilra 6

Zljdrd snamfdt idpdt infdtdfda , gdcwd idkdb dkdb pnfnrda $skdb drdc vlrtnfdk klgnc fudt

'drn sdtu ncdf nan glrdrtn , gdcwd fltlmdamda datdrd dmdbd ida nksddt kdku eumd klgncglsdr . Dckn-dckn pnfnr busknbna tnidf buidc dfda blalbpdtfda bdausnd slgdmdn idsdr

snstlbayd , dtdu blajdrn dkdsda-dkdsda dkdbndc slbdtd-bdtd . Yltdpn slgdmdn rldfsn

tlrcdidp drdc vlrtnfdk ntu, fdidam-fdidam dfda buajuk nksu-nksu ydam blamdautplaidpdt-plaidpdt ydam blaynbpdam idrn dedrda hrthihfs , slplrtn bnsdkayd

playdamfdkda tlrcdidp cdsnk jnptdda iuand dtdu furdam blamcdrmdn mdbgdrda-mdbgdrda

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Gdaydf dckn pnfnr busknbna blalmdsfda , gdcwd in idkdb $skdb gufdakdc splfukdsn ,

blkdnafda ltnfd , gufdakdc tlhrn , blkdnafda plrgudtda shsndk , gufda plamlrtnda ,

blkdnafda plbglrnda wueui flpdid iuand , blrupdfda pusdt plrcdtnda gdmn nksddtidkdb $skdb . 'lamda ilbnfnda nksddt gufda kdmn tueudaayd slainrn . :nksddt kdku

blaedin sdrdad fhbuanfdsn ida dkdt , dmdr bdausnd blaedin bdfna sdidr dfda tdammuam

edwdg in idkdb bdsydrdfdt iuand ilwdsd nan . ( Jda *lursla , 8& / 1& ? 1 )

Wlknmn ida &dam 'kdcn

'n plkgdmdn wnkdydc , fltucdada incdydtn gufda blkdkun slgudc dedrda lfspknsnt ( slplrtn

dmdbd glsdr), blkdnafda idkdb flaydtdda sltndp cdrn , ilamda flplrjdydda-flplrjdydda,

bnths-bnths ydam injlrntdfda , rntus-rntus , ihd-ihd , ida plkgdmdn flgndsdda kdna . Dmdbdidkdb drtn nan blrupdfda inblasn ydam blrlsdpn slbud gnidam flcniupda . 'dkdb

plamcdydtda fldmdbda dslkn ntu slkuruc dkdb inrlsdpn hklc flfudtda-flfudtda mdng ydam

tnidf flkncdtda . *lrnstnwd-plrnstnwd dkdbn , slplrtn gdaenr ida flflrnamda , hrdam

fledtucda phcha dtdu inbdamsd gnadatdam guds , dpd pua ydam blanbpd bdausnd ,blamuamfdpfda flfudtda-flfudtda tdf flkncdtda ntu . "lfudtda-flfudtda ntu did ydam

blknaiuamn ilsd, did eumd ydam blamdajdb . "lfudtda-flfudtda ntu gnsd glrsndt rhc-rhcydam glrdid in tlbpdt-tlbpdt tlrtlatu , gnsd tlrkhfdsn idkdb sudtu`ltns ,ida gnsd did

( Ycda5 plrshadk in dtds slmdkd ?mdkdayd . . lkdkun slsden, rntus ida ihd-ihd , ilamda

blbplrcdtnfda plkgdmdn pdatdamda , ida ilamda blamdtur slkuruc jdrd cniup idkdbflsudnda ilamda flplrjdydda glrsdbd , hrdam glrusdcd uatuf cniup ilamda dbda

"ldmdbda dslkn nan tnidf blrupdfda gnidam tlrslainrn ida tlrpnsdc idrn gnidam ?gnidam

flcniupda bdausnd kdnaayd . 7ldkntds dkdbn , shsndk , ida din-iuandwn blaydtu . Dpd pua

ydam inkdfufda , bnsdkayd glrjhjhf tdadb , dtdu blbplrsndpfda plstd plrfdwnada ,slfdknmus blrupdfda plflredda , plstd glrsdbd , ida plamcdydtda dkdb mdng .

;dam fcds gdmn plamcdydtda fltucdada dskn nan didkdc gdcwd tnidf did plrpnsdcda datdrdkdb ida ;dam $kdcn . Dkdb slainrn gdmn bdausnd inkncdt slgdmdn mdng . Drtnayd , dkdb ?

sdwdc, phcha , subur, gdtu glsdr , cdrnbdu ist ? tnidf plradc incdydtn cdayd sljdrd

nairdwn glkdfd , blkdnafda slkdku ida ilamda slainrnayd slgdmdn plauc bdfad idaflfudtda din-iuandwn . "ltucdada in snan in cdydtn slgdmdn rldkntds mdng ydam blknputn

flcniupda slcdrn-cdrn , plrnstnwd-plrnstnwd idkdb flcniupda slcdrn-cdrn slplrtn

flkdcnrda , blaedin dfnk-gdknf ida flbdtnda , plflredda in rubdc ida in sdwdc , mledkd-

mledkd dkdb , tltdpn eumd fltlatrdbda idkdb bdsydrdfdt incdydtn slgdmdn uamfdpdaflfudtda mdng dkdb rdyd . Ydf did plrpnsdcda datdrd mledkd dkdbn ida bdfad rhcdan-

rlknmnus , tnidf plrku inglatdamfda elbgdtda datdrd plamdkdbda slcdrn-cdrn ida dkdb

rhcdan-rlknmnus . ;dam dkdbn tlredin sljdrd rlknmnus .

"ntdg-fntdg sujn !naiu , fntdg-fntdg Jlid ida Mpdanscdi , blbgufd edkda fl plbnfnrda

hkhshns blaidkdb in bdad dfcnrayd slmdkd ?mdkdayd inpdcdbn slgdmdn sdtu . 'zdtpdknam blaidsdr didkdc Grdcbda ydam slgdmdn Dtbda dtdu 3nwd blrlsdpn slmdkd-mdkdayd

Did ydam glrplaidpdt gdcwd ydam slgladrayd did cdaydkdc Grdcbda slgdmdn rldkntds

sdtu-sdtuayd , slidamfda slmdkd dpd ydam flkncdtda , slkuruc dkdb nailrdwn , nailrdwn,

didkdc bdyd, tnpuda glkdfd .

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9dbua idkdb plamcdydtda ydam klgnc ubub , ;dam Zdtu blamuamfdpfda inrn idkdb

Yrnburtn , ilamda tnmd wdedcayd ? ydam flbuinda eumd gnsd blaedin tnmd ilwd ? ydntuGrdcbd, #nsau , ida Znwd . Gdmn rdfydt gndsd , fltucdada nan tlruamfdp idkdb rnguda

ilwd ida ilwn ydam slgdmnda fntd fladk ilamda fnsdc 7dbdydad ida dcdgcdrdtd

'lamda ilbnfnda , slkuruc rldkntds tlrplaucn hklc flcdinrda inblasn din-iuandwn .'lwd?ilwn nan blrupdfda plrshanfdsn fltucdada ydam sdtu , ydam glmntu dgstrdf . lkdkun

ilwd-ilwn , fltucdada blaedin flcdinrda idkdb knamfuamda ydam aydtd . 2namfuamda

dkdbn flcniupda ilsd ida fhtd incdydtn slgdmdn plauc ilamda ilwd-ilwn , rhc-rhc idaplkgdmdn flfudtda mdng . 'dkdb plamcdydtda nan pua tnidf did dkdb ydam lbpnrns

nailrdwn sded. lkdnafda dkdb nailrdwn didkdc dkdb plauc flfudtda mdng ydam fdrlad

ntu tlrus-blalrus intdammdpn bdsydrdfdt ilamda plkgdmdn rntus ida jdrd , slsudn ilamda

didt bdsnam-bdsnam . 'dkdb plamcdydtda nan pua dkdb didkdc rlknmnus .

*lamcdydtda fltucdada idkdb Guicnsbl didkdc bladrnf . Zdam Guiicd slainrn eustru

tnidf gnjdrd tlatdam Yucda ida idkdb dedrdaayd ilwd-ilwn tnidf blbdnafda plrdada

platnam . Dpdgnkd Zdam Guiicd indb tlatdam Yucda , ntu gufdaayd fdrlad nd blahkdf5fltucdada5 ida ilwd-ilwn . lkdnafda ydam intlmdsfda hklc9yd didkdc gdcwd gufda

slmdkd bdjdb tlhrn ida ilvhsnkdc ydam blbglgdsfda bdausnd , blkdnafda fdkdu ndblamdbgnk snfdp aydtd ydam blbglgdsfdaayd idrn rhid fltlrnfdtda pdid adsu ida

flnamnada-flnamnada tdf tlrdtur . Zdam Guiicd sldfda-dfda blamdtdfda / 2dfufda

plklpdsda idrn slmdkd flnamnada ilamda blaedin gdnf , phsntn, ilamda glrtdpd slplrkuayd( tltdpn gufda sljdrd glrklgncda ida dadtnf fdrlad ntu eustru dfda blrupdfda pdbrnc

gdru ) lbnaedb jdrd blkncdt "drla Dbstrham , Zdam Guicd idkdb dedrdaayd

blamdaidnfda sudtu fltucdada ydam kdna idrn slmdkd glaid ida plamdaid in knamfuamda

fntd .

Zudtu trdinsn ydam blydfnan slgudc plrnstnwd uanf slgdmdn idsdrayd /Dkkdc , ;dcwlc ,

blbdammnk alalf-bhydam blrlfd , Dgrdcdb . *lamcdydtda nan gdru . Gufda kdmn slkurucsudsdad dkdbn bdsydrdfdt sdrdt ilamda uasur-uasur mdng ydam slkdku inplrshanfdsnfda

idkdb ilwd-ilwn ida rhc-rhc tlrtlatu . lkdnafda Dgrdcdb blrdsd tlkdc inpdammnk

sljdrd prngdin hklc Yucda ydam adbdayd ;dcwlc . ;dcwlc blbnknc Dgrdcdb idablayurucayd plrmn fl tlbpdt kdna in bdad slgltukayd did ilwd-ilwn khfdk eumd . 'da

;dcwlc ntu glrtdammuamedwdg dtds Dgrdcdb ..

*lamcdydtda ydam sdbd dfda inbnknfn slkuruc gdamsd $srdlk . Gdamsd ntu blrdsd indatdrsljdrd prngdin , +ilamda tdamda tlrlatdam+, hklc ;dcwlc fl kudr idrn almlrn lsnr

;dcwlc blamdidfda plredaenda ilamda gdamsdayd , blaylrtdnayd slkdbd & tdcua

idkdb plamlbgdrddaayd in pdidam murua ida dfcnrayd blamdatdrfdaayd fl idkdb tdadcydam inedaenfda flpdidayd . ;dcwlc flbuinda blbplrcdtnfda , blbgnbgnam slrtd

glrtdammuam edwdg dtds gdamsd ntu sljdrd plrshadk .

;dcwlc slbukd glkub Yucda sdtu-sdtuayd . Yltdpn ilwd-ilwn kdna tnidf glrdrtn

ingdainam ilamda9yd . ;dcwlc , ntukdc ydam gdru , tnidf kdmn tlrnfdt pdid tlbpdt tlrtlatu

$d didkdc Yucda dtds gdamsd-gdamsd ida dtds sledrdc . $d blbpuaydn slgudc rlajdad

flslkdbdtda ida dfda blkdfsdadfdaayd . $d blamdidfda cuguamda plrshadk ida indkhmns

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ilamda gdamsd9yd . $d blaedmdayd ilamda jlbguru . 'da slsuidc gdamsd $srdlk , dtdu

ydam tnammdk idrnpdidayd, gdamsd ;dcuin , flcnkdamda flansdc in ;lrusdklb ida tdadc

tdadc nsnf ydam inglrnfda flpdidayd , gdamsd ntu bukdn blaydidrn gdcwd ;dcwlc gufdacdayd sdtu-sdtuayd Yucda $srdlk , blkdnafda sdtu-sdtuayd Dkkdc . ;dcwlc didkdc Dkkdc

;dam dcd sd . Gdamsd ;dcuin blaedin bhahtlns . 'lwd-ilwn gufda cdayd tnidf

glrfudsd dtds blrlfd , blkdnafda tnidf did . Ydf did ilwd in sdbpnam ;dcwlc . 'drnflplrjdydda gdcwd cdayd ;dcwlkdc Yucda $srdlk, ubdt ;dcuin bukdn plrjdyd gdcwd

Dkkdc cdaydkdc sdtu , ;dcwlc . *lamcdydtda ;dam $kdcn slgdmdn $kdcn slgdmdn Dkkdc .

;dam sd flbuinda blaidsdrn iud dmdbd bhahtlns glsdr ydam blaylbpdk idrn rubpua;dcuin , dmdbd "rnstndan ida dmdbd $skdb . ( Zuslah, %&&< / %I ? 18 )

;lsus didkdc slhrdam putrd dmdbd ;dcuin ydam dskn ydam blwdrnsn cdk ydam tlrgdnf idrn

fcdzdadc fldmdbdda ydam clgdt ntu . 'lamda ilbnfnda , glkdnu blwdrnsn wdwdsda;dcuin tlatdam Yucda , ydam blbpuaydn flburdcda cdtn tndid gdtdsayd , ydam slkuruc

flglrdidda9yd didkdc ilbn flslkdbdtda bdausnd . 3nfd ;lsus glrglid ilamda

gdamsdayd , cdk ntu cdayd fdrlad nd klgnc glrsuamuc-suammuc blamcdydtn pdaidamda

blamladn Yucda tlrslgut ida blamcdydtnayd sljdrd klgnc kdamsuam , ida gufdaaydfdrlad $d plrjdyd dfda slsudtu ydam sdbd slfdkn glrglid . Yucda +blbglatuf lsnr +

ida tlkdc blbglgdsfda $srdlk idrn plailrntddaayd , gdcfda slglkub $srdlk blaedinslgudc gdamsd ydam blalrnbd cufub Yucda ntu . 7dcbdt Yucda ydam blamclrdafda

nan , slkdku blbglrfdcn ubdt ;dcuin slpdaedam sledrdcayd . #dkdupua glrukdam-ukdam

fdkn ubdt9yd burtdi , flburdcda jnatd Yucda tnidf plradc glrugdc ida jnatdayd tltdpblamdknr tdf putus-putusayd . Glrfdkn-fdkn , slplrtn infnsdcfda ;lsus blamladn slslhrdam

mlbgdkd ydam blanammdkfda ihbgdayd ydam kdna uatuf blajdrn sllfhr ihbgdayd

ydam tlrslsdt , ;lsus glrusdcd uatuf blaydidrfda hrdam dfda jnatd Yucda ydam butkdf

tlrcdidp sltndp putrd9yd . Zdtu-sdtuayd jdrd uatuf blalrnbd jnatd didkdc ilamda jdrdblaydtdfda syufur ydam blaidkdb ida slplauc cdtn fntd dtds fldedngda rdcbdt Yucda

tlrslgut .

"haslp platnam didkdc fhaslp Yrnantds . "haslp nan blamdedrfda gdcwd wdkdupua Yucda

ntu sd . $d eumd tnmd 2daidsda dedrda nan tlridpdt idkdb fntdg *lredaenda Gdru . ;lsus

blaelkdsfda tlatdam didayd Yucda . Yltdpn glkndu eumd blamdtdfda / Yucda ida Dfudidkdc sdtu .5 'n sdbpnam ntu glkndu eumd blaylgut didayd pncdf fltnmd idkdb Yucda

tlrslgut / + Dfu dfda blbnatd flpdid Gdpdf ida $d dfda blbglrnbu slhrdam *lamcngur

ydam kdna , ydntu 7hc "uius , slcnammd $d dfda glslrtdbu slkdbd-kdbdayd N7hc "uius

ydam dfda infnrnb Gdpdf dtds adbd"u dfda blamdedr fdbu glrgdmdn cdk.5 'dkdb tumdstlrdfcnr ydam inglrnfda flpdid pdrd 7dsuk , glkndu blrnamfdsfda fltnmd prngdin Yucda nan

idkdb sdtu plraydtdda sded + *lrmnkdc fdbu fl slkuruc bufd gubn , ida gdptnskdc blrlfd

dtds adbd Gdpdf, *utrd , ida 7hc "uius .5Ynidf did dedrda "rsntla ydam inpdaidamhrdam dmdf fdgur idrn dedrda tlatdam Yrnantds nan ,. Elrled slainrn blamdfun gdcwd dedrda

tlrslgut glrsndt bnstlrn , ydntu blrupdfda sudtu flgladrda adbua in kudr edamfduda dfdk

uatuf slplaucayd ydam blbdcdbnayd. ( Zbntc , 80 / 1

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*lamudsd cniup ida bdtn ,. ;dam idkdb tdamdaayd tlrkltdf plamudsdda slrtd flfudsdda

ydam tnidf tlrgdatdcfda .4rdam kudr slrnam sdkdc blbdcdbn Dkkdc ilamda

blammdbgdrfda9yd slgdmdn flfudsdda ydam blalfda ida tnidf blamladk dbpuaZdkdc sdtu mdbgdrda hrdam Gdrdt ydam fcds blamladn Dkkdc didkdc slgdmdn +tnrda ydam

tnidf blamladk glkds dbpua . Zdkdc sdtu mdbgdrda hrdam Gdrdt ydam fcds blamladn

Dkkdc didkdc slgdmdn + slhrdam tnrda ydam tnidf blamladk glkds fdsncda ydamblbplrbdnafda bdausnd ngdrdt pnha in dtds pdpda jdtur, ida blkdaeutfda

plrbdndadaayd ntu tdapd blbplriuknfda fhrgda idrn gudc jdtur ntu slainrn +. 9dbua

fdub usknbna blkncdt tnidf blkncdtayd ilbnfnda . $d ydam blrupdfda *lamudsd idrnslkuruc edmdi rdyd didkdc eumd / ;dam dcdsujn , ;dam dcdidbdn , ;dam dcdsltnd,

*lbnbpna pdrd Dgin9yd , *lknaiuam dadf ydtnb pndtu , *lauaeuf 3dkda gdmn ydam slsdt ,

*lamcngur gdmn blrlfd ydam blaidpdt busngdc , Zdcdgdt gdmn blrlfd ydam slidam

tlrdbpds cdfaydO idkdb tdamda9yd tlrkltdf flgdnfda , ida $d didkdc Yucda ;dam dcdplburdc, ;dam dcdplamdbpua, ;dam blailamdrfda, ;dam Zlkdku 'lfdt , ;dam

*lamdsnc . ;dam *dknam Gdnf !dtn , ydam jnatdayd flpdid bdausnd klgnc klbgut idrn jnatd

naiuf guruam flpdid dadf-dadfayd .

'lbnfnda idkdbayd ida glrslbdamdtayd plrdsda Dk-Curda tlrcdidp flfudsdda ida

flidukdtda Dkkdc slcnammd glglrdpd hrdam pladsnr tlkdc blaynbpukfda gdcwd cdk ntutlkdc blamdtdsn flglgdsda bdausnd . Ynidf slhrdam usknb pua dfda blbgdatdc gdcwd

idkdb $skdb blbdam did bdsdkdc gdmdnbdad blaidbdnfda flfudsda Yucda ydam

blknputn slmdkd slsudtu ntu ilamda flclaidf glgds idrn bdausnd . Dpd ydam ingdatdcayddidkdc ,plrtdbd , gdcwd bdsdkdc ntu klgnc glrdt tlridpdt idkdb dmdbd $skdb

ingdainamfda ilamda tlhkhmn bdeu kdnaayd , ida fliud, gdcwd cdk ntu blamdfngdtfda

tnbgukayd plrdsdda blaylrdc flpdid adsng in fdkdamda fdub usknbna . 'dkdb dadknsns

tlrdfcnr bdausnd didkdc tuda idrn plrgudtdaayd slainrn ida glrtdammuam edwdg slplauc-plaucayd tlrcdidp flputusda ydam indbgnkayd . + Zndpd sded ydam blkdfufda ihsd , nd

slainrnkdc ydam glrtdammuam edwdg dtds plrgudtda ntu .5 ( Zbntc , 80 / %I ? %I )

Ycda !drd `nks`

Gdaydf gudc pnfnrda Gdrdt sledf iuku suidc fntd eubpdn idkdb nksddt Ynbur , gndrpua

nksddt ;uadan idkdb gdaydf cdk inplamdrucn hklc Ynbur 'lfdt ida Ynbur 3duc , nd eumd

blrupdfda sudtu tntnf plrbukdda gdru . 'n ;uadankdc bukdn sudtu plrblauamda nksddt

ydam tnidf tlrnfdt hklc sudtu dmdbd tlrtlatu ida idkdb cuguamda nan ghklc inadbdfdardinfdk slfdkn. 'dkdb dkdb pnfnrda ;nbur dmdbdkdc ydam blrupdfda wdidc gdmn

plrblauamda-plrblauamda nksddt , tltdpn in Gdrdt nksddt slainrn blaedin

plrflbgdamda gdmn plrflbgdamda fhaslp-fhaslp tlhkhmns .

;dam blrupdfda pusdt gdmn plbnfnrda ;uadan, tlrutdbd pdid plrbukdda ndkdc rdsd clrda

ydam blbplrshdkfda slmdkd-mdkdayd / iuand , inrnayd slainrn ida eumd , tltdpn kdnaidrnpdid in Ynbur , dmdbd . lbdam , eumd idkdb knamfuamda dmdbd Guicd buajuk

plrtdaydda-plrtdaydda blamladn dmdbd ydam did , tltdpn plrtdaydda nan glrpdamfdk pdid

dmdbd, ida gdru idrn sdad blaueu flpdid sudtu plaidkdbda nksddt . 2dna in ;uadan /

Zhfrdtls inedtucn cufubda bdtn fdrlad idkdb kuguf cdtn pdrd cdfnb blaydidrn , gdcwd

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idkdb pnfnrda Zhfrdtls flwngdwdda dmdbd inpdtdcfda .

$gan tnidf glrdrtn gdcwd Zhfrdtls bdupua *kdth tnidf glrsnfdp rlknmnus. Gdcfda frntnfplids ydam inkhatdrfda Flahpcdals (dgdi fl-< Z ) tlrcdidp gdydamda-gdydamda

bdausnwn blamladn pdrd ilwd ( ilwd-ilwd hrdam tcnhpnd glrcniuam plslf , ilwd-

ilwd hrdam Ycrdjnd glrdbgut blrdc O blaurut !hblrus pdrd ilwd pua blajurn O klbgu-klbgu blbgdydamfda pdrd ilwd slplrtn klbgu-klbgu , ida sltlrusayd ) inslrtdn slgudc

ilsfrnpsn rlknmnus blaidkdb blamladn zdt fltucdada ydam lsd ida ydam blknputn slmdkd-

mdkdayd ydam slkurucayd glrsndt bdtd, pnfnrda ida sltlrusayd . Yltdpn rlklfsn nksddtblamladn Yucda eustru blalrhghs flrdamfd rlknmnus ida tnidf tlredin in idkdbayd .

$tukdc slgdgayd blamdpd Flahpcdals idpdt blaynsncfda uasur-uasur dinfhirdtn

(suplradturdk ) idrn mdbgdrda tlatdam iuand O mledkd-mledkd idkdb damfdsd ydam flkncdtda

dedng intlrdamfdaayd klwdt edkda dkdbndc O nd bladruc plrcdtnda glsdr tlrcdidp plalkntndahsnk-hsnk O flguidydda ida fldrnda tnidf inpdaidamayd kdmn slgdmdn slgudc fdruand idrn

dtds , blkdnafda slgdmdn plalbuda hklc bdausnd idkdb plrflbgdamdaayd slainrn .

*kdth, ydam inrdamsdam hklc Zhfrdtls, glrusdcd uatuf blaylkdbn nild-nild ilamdaglrtntnf pdamfdk pdid plbnfnrda nksddt ida gdru idrn sdad nd blbplrhklc sudtu

pdaidamda gdru tlrcdidp dkdb nkdcn blaurut glrgdmdn uamsnayd / nild-nild , enwd iuand ,'lbnhurmhs dtdu plbglatufda iuand , gnatdam-gnatdam , ida slgdmdnayd . laurut

pdaidamda *kdth slsudtu bdfna ilfdt pdid knamfuamda nkdcn sleduc pnfnrda bdausnd

blalbufda sndt-sndt nkdcn in idkdb gdrdam ntu . $tukdc slgdgayd blamdpd idkdbfdrydayd ydam tlrdfcnr ydntu !ufub-cufub nd idpdt blaylindfda tlbpdt ydam klgnc

kuds kdmn gdmn dmdbd rdfydt . Yltdpn nan blrupdfda cdsnk rlklfsn nksddtayd .

Gdmn slbud dckn pnfnr nan glrnksddt tnidf blkuku glrdrtn tlkddc ilamda dfdk guin slbdtd-bdtd . *lamlrtnda ydam ingufd hklc nksddt glrdrtn slsudtu plalgusda ida plbglgdsda ,

fcususayd plbglgdsda idrn ihsd ida flsdkdcda ydam blklfdt pdid lfsnstlasn bdausnd .

'dkdb snstlb-snstlb nksddt ;uadan . fcususayd idkdb plrflbgdamda butdfcnraydidkdb alh-pkdthansbl , flsdidrda tlrslgut adbpdf ilamda elkds . 'dkdb cuguamda nan

nksddt Zthd pdatds inslgut sljdrd tlrslainrn . 'n snan tlhkhmn glrsdtu pdiu ilamda nsnfd

idkdb tlhrnayd tlatdam dkdb flglaidda ( tlrbdsuf eumd dkdb rhcdan ) dpn plajnptdblrupdfda slmdkdayd . $ankdc adds glrdpn ( paulbd ) ydam insdbdfda ilamda bdcdilwd

=lus ida ydam slfdknmus blrupdfda dfdk iuand (khmhs ) ida adsng iuand ( lnbdrblal ) .

'n snan pua fntd glreubpd ilamda sudtu cufub slblstd ydam glrsndt ltns , tltdpn gufda

plrtdbd-tdbd slgdmdn sudtu jdfrdwdkd rlknmnus , slplrtn bnsdkayd icdrbd idkdb dmdbdGuicd , blkdnafda slgdmdn sudtu usdcd uatuf blamdrdcfda pnfnrda bdausnd tlrcdidp

idtd-idtd ydam inturuafda idkdb trdinsn dmdbd . *layhrhtda nan , slgdmdn sudtu uamfdpda

idrn 2hmhs nkdcn dtdu Guin , kdku blbplrhklc sndt plbglgdsda , fdrlad blamcdsnkfdasnfdpsthnj, tnidf inhbgdam-dbgnamfda hklc cdk ncwdk flcniupda slcdrn-cdrn .

3din, Yucda pdrd nksu pdstn gufda cdayd slgudc fhatrufsn pnfnrda slgdmdn cdsnk plrdsddahtdf fntd . 3umd flbuinda cdrn , gnkd 2lnganz ida Zpnahzd blalbpdtfda fltucdada

slgdmdn bdcfhtd in dtds gdamuada snstlb blrlfd , bdfd jdrd blrlfd glrnksddt tlrmltdr

hklc flcdruda rlknmnus ida tlrpufdu hklc plamdkdbda bnstnf . Yltdpn idkdb pdaidamda

fliud nksu tdin fltucdada blaurut cdflfdtayd tlrnfdt hklc flgladrda-flgladrda ydam

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dgdin ydam tlrfdaiuam in idkdb9yd . 'lamda tnidf tlrnfdt hklc slsudtu dmdbd dtdu

wdcyu 2lngnanz ida Zpnahzd blalrusfda sljdrd fhaslfwla drdc pnfnrda blrlfd

slcnammd tnidf buamfna blrlfd sdbpdn pdid flsnbpukda kdna ydam tnidf bdsuf dfdkblamladn flglrtdutda datdrd flgladrda khmns ida "hirdt nkdcn. "didr rlknmnhsntds indfun

tltdpn in idkdb jdfrdwdkd nksddt slgdmdn sudtu nkbu flslkdbdtda gdmn bdausnd

slutucayd . 3din ydam phfhf gufda bdausnd ydam glradkdr ida blayusua snstlb-snstlbnksddt , blkdnafda dpdfdc tlrhpham nksddtayd idpdt ingninfda pdid Yucda . 'da nan

gdru bukdn glrghght gnkd gudc pnfnrdaayd bukdn blrltdf ida inklamfdpn hklc plamdkdbda

ida pdaidamda bnstnf . Zuammuc dmuamkdc mdbgdrda ydam inpdpdrfda !lmlk blamladnnkdcn ydam blamlbgdamfda inrn klwdt prhsls indklftnfd ( tclsns,datntclsns ?syatclsns ) .

Yltdpn dadf tdammd tlrtnammn blaurut !lmlk idkdb plrflbgdamda inrn nan tlrjdpdn idkdb

nksddt , fdrlad Guin nkdcn ntu gdru blaydidrn 'nrn idkdb rlklfsn dfdk guin bdausnd .

'dkdb nksddt bdsd fnan pdaidamda tdin ilamda elkds inuamfdpfda hklc "drk 3dplrs

fltnfd nd blbplreudamfda nbda flplrjdydda ydam glridsdrfda nksddt . laurut dckn

pnflr 3lrbda nan bdfd sltnpd nksddt blalkddc sdbpdn dfdr-dfdrayd plrtdaydda-

plrtdaydda cdfnfn ida ilamda ilbnfnda nd blkdfsdadfda flidukdtdaayd slainrn . $antlrjdpdn gnkd bdausnd bukdn blaydidrn 'nd-ydam blknputn slmdkd-mdkdayd slgdmdn

jdfrdwdkd ydam blbgufd gdmn bdausnd flslbpdtda dmdr ind sljdrd rhcdan idpdtglrpdrtnsnpdsn idkdb ankdn-ankdn . "lidukdtda ntu eumd inkdfsdadfda , gnkd bdausnd sljdrd

vntdk blamcdydtn iuandayd ida slgdmdn dfdr slmdkdayd ntu, gnkd bdausnd sljdrd vntdk

blamcdydtn iuandayd ida slgdmdn dfdr slmdkdayd ntu , gnkd nd sljdrd lfsnstlasndkblalbpdtfda inrn idkdb flglrtdutda ilamda dkdb trdasjlailatdk nkdcn . $bda

flplrjdydda ydam glrfdrd idkdb nksddt ntu slfdknmus glrsndt rlknmnus , fdrlad bdausnd

ydam slidam glrnksddt ntu blamdkdbn , gdcwd nd glrdid tnidf fdrlad ind slainrn O eustru

gnkd nd blaydidrn flglgdsdaayd slidkdb-idkdbayd , bdfd idkdb dfdr-dfdr lfsnstlasnaydnd blrdsd tlrmdatuam idrn 'nd ydam blamdtdsn slmdkd-mdkdayd . $tu slgdgayd blamdpd

3dsplrs blbuen "ntdg Zujn hrdam "rnstla ydam mdbgdrdaayd tlatdam Yucda educ

blamdtdsn mdbgdrda pdrd nksu . Yltdpn ind ;lsus blrupdfda sdkdc slhrdam adgn ydampdknam glsdr O eustru fdrlad nd blamdedf bdausnd uatuf blbdaidam inrnayd slainrn .

Yltdpn, ilbnfnda 3dplrs , tdf did slhrdam bdausnd pua ydam idpdt insdbdfda ilamda

Yucda O Yucda tnidf blwdcyufda blkuku klwdt sdtu hrdam sded ida klwdt slbud adgn . $dglrgnjdrd ilamda glrgdmdn jdrd .

$bda flplrjdydda glrdrtn , gdcwd in idkdb gnidam nan, bdausnd tltdp glridukdt ida tnidf

glrtlfuf kutut in cdidpda sdtu *lamudsd tlrtlatu sded. dausnd dfda glredmd edamdasdbpdn fhbuanfdsn dtdu fhatdf ilamda slsdbd bdausnd tlrsubgdt O klwdt sudtu prhsls

indklftns nd bdfna blaelkdedcn flgladrda dmdr ilamda ilbnfnda nd bdfna idpdt blaedin

inrnayd slainrn . :nksddt tltdp dfda blbplrtdcdafda flidukdtdaayd , fdrlad ntukdcblrupdfda `rdbl h` rl`lrlajl-ayd ydam tlrdfcnr , eumd sdbgnk blamcdrmdn pdrd adgn

dmdbd-dmdbd glsdr .( Jda *lursla , 8& / ? 1 )

lnsbl ida *l+ Dml

*daidamda fcds blamladn Dkkdc in bdsd *lajlrdcda inslgut ilnsbl (idrn +iuls +,

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Dkkdc ) 'lnsbl tlrutdbd blrdedklkd idkdb nksddt *lajlrdcda $ammrns . ;dam inbdfsui

didkdc gdcwd Dkkdc tnidf kdmn inpdcdbn slgdmdn ilfdt ilamda bdausnd , ydam

blamlredfda bufenzdt ?bufenzdt ida blamdbgnk tnaidfda idkdb sledrdc ( slplrtn idkdbsledrdc gdamsd $srdlk ) , ydam tlrus-blalrus blblkncdrd dkdb slblstd ida

blbplrcdtnfda sltndp hrdam . !dsnk-cdsnk nkbu dkdb blbglrn flsda gdcwd prhsls-prhsls

in dkdb slblstd glredkda blaurut cufub dkdb , ilamda slainrnayd , tdapd plrku jdbpurtdamda flfudtda din-iuandwn . 4rdam blrbdam bdsnc plrjdyd didayd Dkkdc, tltdpn Dkkdc

ntu sdbd slfdkn tnidf fdntdaayd kdmn ilamda iuand . $d tnidf blajdbpurn urusda iuand .

2lnganz blaelkdsfda pdaidamda nan ilamda plrubpdbdda edb inainam . Dpd ydam klgncslbpurad / 3db inainam ydam tlrus-blalrus plrku injdbpurn ida ingltukfda , dtdu edb

inainam ydam suidc ingdamua slilbnfnda slbpurad cnammd glredkda ilamda dbdt plrsns

tdapd plrku tlrus inpdsdam flbgdkn 6 'lnsbl blamdaidnfda cdrbhand prdlstdgnknsntd ,

flslkdrdsda ydam sledf slbukd suidc inpdstnfda . Zlsuidc Dkkdc blajnptdfda iuand , ndtnidf plrku blbplrcdtnfdaayd kdmn / $d suidc blayusua slglkubayd slbud mlrdf

slcnammd dkdb slblstd uatuf slkdbdayd dfda glredkda sljdrd slkdrds . dfd tnidf did

jdbpur tdamda Dkkdc idkdb edkdaayd iuand , gdnf sljdrd gndsd bdupua sljdrd kudr gndsd .

@dbpur tdamda ntu blaurut ilnsbl tnidf pdatds indaidkfda ,

'lnsbl blbgufd edkda uatuf flbuinda blajhrlt Yucda sdbd slfdkn . "dkdu Yucdacdayd inplrkufda pdid plrbukdda ida flbuinda idpdt inkupdfda , bdfd pdid dfcnrayd

Yucda eumd indammdp tnidf plrku in plrbukdda . Dkdb indammdp slgdmdn flaydtdda ydam

did , fntd tnidf tdcu flad dpd, suidc . 3din ilnsbl idpdt indammdp slgdmdn kdamfdcplrtdbd fldrdc dtlnsbl. 9dbua did eumd uasurayd ydam gladr . Yucda blbdam edamda

indammdp plamnsn kugdam , kugdam fltnidftdcuda . 'n bdad uatuf dpd ydam tnidf idpdt

fntd elkdsfda sljdrd dkdbn , fntd blamdtdfda gdcwd ntukdc tdamda Yucda . Yucda tdf

plradc slgdmdn sdkdc sdtu playlgdg in datdrd playlgdg-playlgdg kdna in iuand . Yucdadidkdc idsdr slmdkd playlgdgda , gufda sdkdc sdtu uasur idkdb slilrltda playlgdg

slgudc prhsls. 'n kdna pncdf , plahkdfda ilnsbl tlrcdidp flbuamfnada bufenzdt tnidf

glridsdrfda drmublatdsn ydam fudt . Dpdgnkd Dkkdc plajnptd iuand, tlatu $d tnidf tlrnfdtbutkdf . Dpdgnkd Dkkdc blbdam plajnptd iuand , tlatu $d tnidf tlrnfdt butkdf pdid cufub

dkdb jnptdda9yd, gnsd sded gdcwd Dkkdc bdu blaydpd bdausnd sljdrd plrshadk ida

indkhmdk ida uatuf ntu . $d blbglrn tdaid flpdidayd ydam tdbpdf slgdmdn jdbpur tdamdaidkdb prhsls ?prhsls dkdbn / Dpdfdc nan bdu inkdrdam 6

dfd tnidf blamclrdafda gdcwd in dgdi fl-8 uatuf plrtdbd fdknayd dtlnsbl

suammucda indedrfda hklc glglrdpd nkhsh sljdrd tlrgufd . Zlgdmnda idrn fdublasnfkhplin in *lrdajns ( ydam blaukns fdryd glsdr + ajkhplinl rdajdns + ) blamdaut

pdcdb blfdansbl drtnayd pdcdb gdcwd slmdkd dpd ydam tlredin in iuand, tlrbdsuf pdid

bdausnd , idpdt slrdtus plrsla inelkdsfda blaurut cufub blfdanfd , slcnammd tnidf didrudam gdmn tdamda Yucda . 'ud nksh ydam sljdrd lfspknsnt blaydamfdk didayd Yucda

didkdc dbltrnl I& -I0 ) ida .hkgdjc ( I%1 ? I8 ). Didkdc 2dbltrnl ydam

idkdb gufuayd +25chbl bdjcnal + blalrdpfda pdaidamda blfdanstnf pdid bdausnd .( Zuslah, %&&< / 01 ? 0 )

'dkdb blbgnjdrdfda 'lnsbl nan, plrku eumd tdbpdfayd inuamfdp tlatdam sdtu

fljlailruamda spnrntudk ydam sledf tnmd pukuc tdcua tlrdfcnr nan slbdrdf ida glrflbgdam

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Gdaydf bdsydrdfdt , tlrutdbd in Gdrdt , ydam blbplrhklc bdaddt idrn mlrdfda tlrslgut

slcnammd tlrtdrnf ida blb!lrjdydfdaflydfnadaayd flpdid mlrdfda tlrslgut . Elrdfda

ntu infladk ilamda adbd *l+ Dml , ydam buajukO sljdrd sphatdantds slgdmdn rlsphastlrcdidp glrgdmdn flgutucda bdsydrdfdt , tlfdada-tlfdada ida flfudtda-flfudtda ydam

inrdsdfda fltnfd ntu , ydam blrupdfda idbpdf idrn didayd clmlbhan Gdrdt . 'lamda

fdtd kdna, glridsdrfda dadknsd ydam glrkdfu fltnfd ntu , flkdcnrda mlrdfda tlrslgut slgdmdnrldfsn flrds tlrcdidp plklbgdmdda ihsd idrn mlrdfda jnvnknsdsn Gdrdt .

"ntd tdcu gdcwd flgdamfntda plrdidgda Gdrdt fhsham idrn ankdn-ankdn spnrntudkntds idaklpds idrn tuatutda dedrda-dedrda ( fldmdbdda ) "rnstla ? ydam blaedin dmdbd rlsbn sddt

ntu . Zlgdmdn fhaslfwlasnayd mlrdfda 9lw Dml glrpdknam idrn dmdbd-dmdbd Gdrdt uatuf

flbuinda blamdrdcfda flpdid dmdbd-dmdbd Ynbur, slbnsdk !naiunsbl , Guicnsbl ,

=la, Ydhnsbl, dmdbd dskn Dblrnfd , ikk. 9dbua ilbnfnda , fdrlad dmdbd-dmdbd hrbdktlrslgut eumd j